"He's everything cuss-worthy, but I'd still love to call him mine."
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When your everyday nerdy girl falls in love with her not-so-friendly friend ?
Story of an extremely savage guy whose looks are as rude as him and a nerd who thinks there's n...
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I woke up laying on some soft sheets and duvet covering my back. While rubbing my eyes I abysmally tried to open them a little. Ah. My head spun and I felt everything moving around me in circles. A sudden string of headache stroke in and I difficulty tried to get up with my head gripping in my one hand and struggling to balance with my other one. I clearly remembered last day's happenings and how ended up at that café-cum-bar.
It wasn't in the plan, trust me.
Like Hyeri and all of the drama. Oh. How hurt she was and I was feeling dreadful to know how my actions were confusing her. I deserved to dement. I deserved her hate.
Only if she knew about who I think when I sleep and with whom I wake up in my bed, imaging her to waking me up every morning, caressing my cheek and raking her soft fingers in my hair. I love it when she does it, even it's an imagination.
She's the only girl who wears the crown of my heart.
All those times when I was with Min-ah and Hyeri was the only girl whom I dreamt about, I always felt deep guilt in my heart. That's not what I was supposed to do when I already left her for the sake of Namjoon. It felt like I was betraying Min-ah all the time. I was fooling her by telling that I saw her in my dream and telling all the story replacing her.
There were many times I indirectly suggested and even forced Namjoon to confess her about his feelings but that dumbass never did. They did meet several times at her house at late nights but he told me that there was just talking. Nothing else.
That fool didn't have the guts.
But do I have?
I finally shoved the duvet away and hopped off my bed. It was just me in the house, the only occupant of the ruins. So I had to take care of my hangover. It's not like Hyeri would be there in the kitchen preparing some hangover soup and my─
My jaw must have been dislocated from its spot because it was dropping dangerously to the floor. She was there, in the kitchen.
In my damn house!
I rubbed my eyes. Was I dreaming?
"Yoon-ah~"
She uttered my name, making it sound as sweetest as it could. Was my name that beautiful? I doubt.
She looked at me and smiled. The sides of her eyes crinkled, her smile touching her eyes. I wobbly walked into the kitchen still not believing in the sight in front of me. She was in an off-shoulder soft yellow dress, possessing all of her bewitching charm and innocence of her pristine skin. She didn't have her specs on and her eyes were glimmering with love. Her love for me. She was looking so pure and impeccable but at the same time, I was burning hot just to feel the brown bead studded at the side of her neck. Just as she was going to turn around towards the stove, I pulled her hand and made her stop. With a jerk, her head landed on my chest that she moved hastily within a second while pink creeping on her cheeks and making her face all flushed.
"Yoon-ah─"
She pursed her lips and her eyes, her eyes hooded down. She was doing all the irresistible actions and it was totally working upon me. I thought it would be a sin to not applause. I licked my lips slowly and leaned my face closer to her neck. My lips felt her brown bead and I sucked in her skin.
I was undoubtedly a sinner.
"Yoon-Ahhh..." A whimper erupted from her lips. Her rosy lips must be feeling jealous and craving for my attention. I pecked my still wet lips on her skin where I had left my mark, caressing it. She audibly heaved a sigh and─
"HYYUUUUNGGGGG!! AHHHHHHH! JUST STOP HARRASING ME!!!"
A loud thundering yelp crushed my eardrums and I jerked back on my toes. Hyeri was gone in smoke arising from the stove and in front of me, there was Jimin with his eyes blown up and face totally red.
My hand moved in a reflex action and I covered my mouth, then my whole face. There's never any single time like this in my whole life when I felt this much disgusting and shameful. Jimin was rubbing on his neck, where I had given a hickey .urgh. I don't even want to think about it.
Gosh, what do I do?
"Are you still drunk? I swear you're drunk to your head. You're sick. Oh gosh. Its─Urgh. I'm feeling sick."
My hand in my hair, I wished to just pull my hair or hit myself in the head. "Uh, why didn't you stop me? You could have even hit me or whatever─"
"Are you still blaming me? Woahhh!" he barked, he had the right to do so. I was just messing things up. My life was fucked up. I was fucked up.
"And here I was doing the good deed. Namjoon hyung sent me to your place early in the morning just to make you this." He pointed towards the pot on the stove and burnt omelette in a frying pan. "And you!" he grimaced now pointing his tiny finger towards me," You did this, you gave me a hickey, Hyung. Now how will I show my face to Soo Jung Noona?"
"Eh? What Soo Jung has to do with it? Do you ...Oh, Park Jimin You like Soo Jung?"
Now I had made my place at the kitchen counter, slowly sipping the coffee this poor kid a.k.a my victim had made for me.
"No, what are you saying!" he sheepishly chuckled, ruffling his hair in nervousness. "I just –Uh–I just have a crush on her."
"Better if it's just a crush. She likes Jin Hyung so you better keep your distance."
"W-what? Really? How d-do you know about this?"
He stuttered making his eyes round looking like a little lost puppy. I gave him a 'she-is-my-best-friend-duh' look and he straightened his paws, averting his eyes away.
"Well for your kind knowledge, Liza has a soft spot for you. " Now all that previous loathly-ness seemed to vanish and my typical Hyung-mode was back. I intentionally kept other details because it was Liza's secret. And I just knew because I had eyes─which could see.
(Really Yoongs! You can't even see what Hyeri has for you.)
"I know." His face look defeated. "I know and I too like her .it's just, "
"What are you boy? You can't have two hearts.Its Soo Jung or Liza.Choose one."
And my thoughts just stuck in their place. My mind took me back to that time when Namjoon asked me about my feelings for Hyeri . I don't know how he guessed but may be because he too had eyes. Which could see my longing for Hyeri.
"Do not lie!" He told me when I denied.
(Reference: Chapter 13 –Proxemics)
Shit. Maybe that's why he never confessed to Hyeri because as much as I cared for my friend, he cared about me too. He wanted me to choose between Min-ah and Hyeri. He wanted me to choose my heart.
Because I couldn't have two hearts.
And my heart was Hyeri's.
"Hyung, Soo Jung Noona is just a crush. Now, what should I do?" Jimins's voice grasped me back to the time. His Hyung had to solve his confusion when he was barely dealing with his own.
"You're the guy here. So man up and tell her what you feel. I'm sure Liza wouldn't break your heart."
That's what I needed to do. Hoping, Hyeri wouldn't break my heart.
