Panem high - Peeta Mellark is the new boy!!! Part 2...

Back together? Maybe no't...

RECAP!!!

"Ka-Katniss didnt you say that you loved me and was stupid to even choose Peeta in the beginning and that you regret it" Gale almost yell but are trying to keep him self calm.

Thats when Peeta pull away from our hug with a hurt look on his face.

"I knew it was to good to be true!" He mumble but we all can still hear him.

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Chapter 15

(Peetas P.O.V)

How could she come here and tell me she loves me when she dont?!

Dont she understand that this words is more than just words? They are feelings!

People alwas say that love is supposed to make you feel happy, special and amazing but none did mention that you would feel pain and get a broken heart at the end.

Have you ever whished that you could scream out all your anger and cry out all you pain? Maybe then you know how I feel.

Jake suddenly get a massege and we all look at him. He get a little panic when he read it and I do the same when he show me what it says. Its Rye who are telling us that thay are on the ways home and that we should go out because mom is with them (Dad and Rye) and it wouldnt be good for me if my mom yelled at me stuff now.

"We need to go out Peet and you need to eat. You guys can come with us and talk about this" Jake say.

Thank god! But did he really have to tell them that they can come with us?

"Yeah come on! I want to eat to I'm starving here!!!" None other than Finn say. I cant help but chukle a little at this. The others laugh to but katniss just look at me and smile. I look away and say:

"Ok come on but I arent hungry Jake"

"Yes you are!" Jake say.

I stand up and immediately feel a little dizzy probably because I havent eat so much. More like notging. But I'm not going to tell Jake that. He is gonna force me eat.

We walk out the house in silence and walk to the playground. I dont actually know why but we do it anyway. When we reach the swings I sit at it and slowly not taking my foots from the groung swinging back and forth.

Katniss is the first one too break the silence by saiyng:

"Ok listen no-" She begin but Jake cut her of by yelling at her:

"NO KATNISS!!! NOW ITS YOUR TIME TO LISTEN!!!"

He takes a deep breath to calm him self down before he continue. but this time talking.

"Peeta has have a crush on you since you guys was 5 years old. I know you have lost your dad and it has been hard and I'm sorry about that but Peeta has have it hard to. He moved away and got bullied in his school for things he couldnt choose. He begin to cut because it was to much for him and when we finally moved away here he get to meet his best friend and again but she didn't remember him. It let him feel like nobody needs him and that people just use him. He tried to don't show it and maybe it worked but then when you told him you love him too he got hope and was so happy but in the end look at him. He is alive but he is not living his live. He grown up like hell did you even notice that m-"

"Thats enough!" I say and clasp my hand over his mouth so he can't tell them about mom. I know it was what he was going to say.

"I know I always tease you Peet but you know that I love you right?!" He say when I take away my hand from his mouth.

"I know Jake and I love you too! Thank you... for everything!" I say

I turn my head to look at the other but what I see breaks my heart into a million of pieces... again!

I try to hold in my tears but when Gale pulls away and say:

"I love you too katnip!" Can't I hold it back anymore and the tears streams down my face.

"WHAT THE HELL KATNISS?!?! I THOUGHT YOU WAS RIGHT AND THAT IT WAS PEETA WHO DID WRONG BUT WHEN RYE EXPLAINED EVERYTHING AND WHEN I WALKED INTO PEETAS ROOM I SAW A BROKEN PEETA!!! MY COUSIN WAS BROKEN AND ITS NOT UNTIL NOW THAT I UNDERSTAND THAT MY COUSIN AND BEST FRIEND WAS BROKEN BECAUSE OF YOU!!! I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SO SAD BEFORE AND TO KNOW THAT ITS YOU FAULT DONT DO IT ANY BETTER!!!" This time it was Finnick who yelled. I thought it would be Jake but Finnick was faster.

I have never seen him this angry before.

Katniss break down sobbing but manage to say:

"I love you Peeta! Only you! I didnt kiss him back I swear! I. LOVE. YOU. PEETA. MELLARK. ONLY.YOU" she sobs and say the last part very slowly but this time I can't help but say:

"If the words *I love you* is just words for you and nothing more and you say it to anyone at anytime so I don't know anymore what to believe. You gave me hope and love, but now I can't help to think to myself whether you meant it or if I'm just another one of the persons you say it to but no't mean it!" I say. My voice is no't steady but you can still understand what iI said.

I do the only thing in my mind and run home... but as fast as i reach the home and are going to open the door I realize my mistake...

I did exacktly what Katniss did to break my heart!

I know she did wrong but she tould she didn't kiss him back and instead of take her back into my life and tell her it's ok I leaved her there no't believing her!

How could I do that to her?!

I turn around just to find Jake and Finn standing there but I run past them to the playgroung to fix my mistake before it's to late!

But when I reach the playgroung I relize one thing...

It's already to late...! Because there I see them...!

Gale and Katniss kissing each other! MORE LIKE EATING EACH OTHERS FACE!!!

"You know when something falls to the ground and breaks into pieces and you want to fix it but you can't how much you even try? I thought we were different and maybe could be together again but... I guess that's just how stupid I'm!" I say with tears streaming down my face.

I turn around and see Finn, Rye, Jake and dad there watching with tears in their eyes. Dad open his arms to me and i don't hesiste before I run into them and hug him thightly.

"I love you daddy!" I say to him.

"I love you too son!" I hear my dad whisper in my ear before we go home!

TO BE CONTINUED...!