Teach Me How To Love *on hold*

Teach Me How To Love

Mia Thompson is a person living in her own world. She doesn't do things teenagers her age do. She's tired of living in this world but is afraid of dying. She feels like she's just a waste of bones and organs and is someone who will never find love because she genuinely believes she  doesn't deserve to be loved. Don't peg her as a lonely person though. She's surrounded by good friends and a family that loves her but why isn't that enough for her? What is her story?

But when a certain someone by the name of Xavier Hernandez comes along she finds herself doing things she never thought she would but she still manages to hold back. Can Xavier teach her how to love?.... 

Hi guys :D

So like this is my first fic Ever! Please don't judge me if it's bad because I am no John Green and literally started this book for fun. 

I'm sorry if the first few chapters are really short,predictable or boring. But I promise the story gets better as it goes along.

Peace.Love. & Rubber Ducks :D

x ♡
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Prologue

"Please tell me why you're crying?" he asked with pleading eyes. Why does he care anyways? Nobody cares bout me...

"I can't. I don't wanna talk about what happened" I replied softly, wiping my tears.

I took another step back as he took another one forward. What game is he playing?

"Please?"

"I can't. Please don't make me do this Xavier" I sniffed.

I continued walking backwards and he continued walking forward till my back hit the wall. His face now inches away from mine.

"You have no idea how much it hurts me to see you like this Mia." he said gently wiping my tear stained face, his breath fanning my face. I shook my head. Oh god he's so close! Was he gonna kiss me?! Fuck. I bet my breath smells like a bar right now. He inched closer, our lips almost touching. We were now eye to eye. Why am I not stopping this? His hand rested on my cheek. I felt his other hand slowly come up and rest on my waist. Before I could say or comprehend with anything he kissed me...