Teach Me How To Love *on hold*

Chapter 1

Quick warning: the first 10 chapters or so are short and may be quite possibly boring to some of you to be honest. Cause I wasn't expecting so many people to actually read this. I literally started this book when I was like 18 you guys so I apologize. But I promise they get longer and better as the book goes on. Best believe. THE STUFF I HAVE PLANNED.

So for now please enjoy & thank you for choosing to read my story

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Chapter 1

Mia's POV

"Would you hurry up Esmey?!" I yelled and honked for what seemed like the tenth time. My best friend, Esmey, came running out while still trying to put on her shoes. This is how it is almost every morning with her. You'd swear that she was going for a photo shoot instead of school. She always had to look perfect. 

"Sorry bitch. I overslept again." she said, while climbing into the car, leaning over to kiss my cheek and give me a quick hug.

She wore black shorts with a white top, tucked in her shorts, with white all stars. Her hair was in a neat fishtail braid. Then you get plain Jane me wearing blue washed out skinny jeans, a white 5SOS shirt and my white all stars .I wasn't in the mood to play dress up today honestly. Yet again if it were up to me I would go to school in my PJ's. Anyway, Esmey and I are best friends yet we are the complete opposite of one another. Sometimes, when I am not feeling good, just the thought of her lightens my mood. I just feel content that she's there to protect me, to save me, to guard me, from any harm that will befalls me. I know she will always be there for me, to lift me up when I fall. She is everything I know, the person who laughs before picking me up, the person who hugs me when I am crestfallen, the person who wipes hot gloomy tears which fall from my eyes. I will always remember those moments we laugh together, get scoldings together, when we play pranks on each other. This woman is literally my rock. I

She was the loud, perky, I like boys and parties kind of person. She is literally the sweetest person alive, but can be a bitch if you mess with her. On the other hand I'm the quiet, down to earth (sometimes), fuck all boys and parties, bitch don't touch me kind of person. How are we best friends? Only god knows. we're two halves of a whole idiot.

"Leo kept you up again?" I asked with a small smile.

"yeaaahhhh..." she replied with a huge grin, already daydreaming. "He's the sweetest, most cutest, most charming, most funniest, mo-"

"Okay I get it!" I laughed.

"-boyfriend ever." she finished off.

"Mia, you need to get a guy in your life. You can't stay single forever!" she told me. She's been so adamant about me finding a guy recently. I knew it was just her looking for an excuse to go on double dates.

"Ugh fuck everyone in the male population. If it has dick, it's a prick." I said simply with a nod which then caused Esmey to roll her eyes at me.

"Are you indirectly calling me a prick you insensitive bitch?!" Esmey said putting her hand on her chest pretending to be hurt by my words.

"I wasn't aware that you possessed a dick. Should I be worried?"

We burst out laughing. Did I forget to mention that we're so lame sometimes? I love this relationship we share.

Slipping on my sunglasses and then connecting my phone to the aux cable, I pulled out of the driveway and headed to school before we were late. Again.

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As we reached school, Esmey quickly jumped out of the car before I even had the chance to park properly!

"Gotta go, Leo's waiting for me. See you bitch. Love you." she yelled over her shoulder while running inside. I just shook my head at her and strolled inside. The first period was almost over so what's the use of going right? I decided to take the long walk to my locker. As I passed an empty class I caught sight of Esmey and Leo in one heavy make-out session as if they didn't see each other literally less than 24 hours ago. God he had her on the desk with her legs wrapped around him and all. Those two were so in love that it actually made me kind of sick sometimes. They've been together for almost 3 years now. Leo was a pretty cool guy and I can see why Esmey loves him. If he wasn't I wouldn't even allow her to date him. It's kind of a known girl code that if your own friends don't like the guy, He isn't worth your time. Kinda dumb but it works for some reason. Weird fucked up mentality we have of love nowadays.

 I chuckled to myself thinking about how I get to tease her about this later. The sound of the bell got my attention. The halls were suddenly crowded with people, and the chaos was so perfect, like a movie. There was the couple that was always making out on the left side of the hall, and about ten feet farther down, the cliquey girls. Opposite them, the cliquey jocks, and between them, the parade of band geeks with their huge instrument cases. There were the aerospace tech kids who never did anything but make paper airplanes and the fashion kids that wheeled mannequins and clothing racks down the halls. And then there was me, not that I fit into any of those groups. I tend to keep to myself. As I was taking out my books from my locker, I felt a hand on my ass.

"What the fuck?!" I shouted and turned around and I wasn't really surprised to see the asshole smirking at me. It was one of the school's notorious playboys Jason. Yes I said one of the notorious. This school is so full of Fuck boys it was quite sad. I'm surprised my school isn't a maternity ward with all the sleeping around these guys do. And I honestly do not know how some girls don't mind being groped without consent or to vulgar cat calling. It's scary that stuff like this has become a norm in today's society. But back to the situation. Did this man really just tap my ass?

"Hey there baby, aren't you looking sexy today? Do you need a stud in your life? Cause I got the STD and all I need is U." he winked at me. My hand quickly rose to slap him but he moved so the impact wasn't quite what I expected. I basically just high fived his cheek. He started laughing.

"What do you want from me Jason? Are you fucken kidding me?" I asked sighing as I folded my arms across my chest with no emotion written on my face. I'm fuming on the inside.

"Well since you asked. Your place or mine? Tell you what? I'll flip a coin. Head at my place, tail at yours" he said pushing me against the lockers and putting his hands above my head. "But there's an empty class not far from here" he said with a smirk.

Oh wow the audacity of this man. Pissed off to the max I hit him with my knee where the sun doesn't shine. He immediately fell to the floor wincing in pain. He deserved it to be honest.

"Congrats,you have a dick. Doesn't mean you have to act like one" I scoffed. With that I shut my locker, stepped over his body and went to my next class. The nerve of some people. . The only reason I didn't make such a big scene about it is because I'm kind of on my last warning. I have a reputation of let's say, having an anger problem. I think about 50% of the school is scared of me while the rest live their lives on making mine a misery or just don't give a fuck. Like Jason for example. I once smashed his car window for filling my locker up with condoms. He got so mad. Usually every day, he'd make sexual comment and flirt me but after that incident he just stuck to bullying me just for smashing his precious car windows. Yup the guys in this school find it okay to bully girls. And I get emotionally bullied, not physically. Sure I'd get pushed against lockers, "accidentally" tripped and what not but everyone knows I don't take shit from anyone. I may be shy, keep to myself and mind my own business, but if in any way you anger me, I can blow a fuse. So that's why I'd rather stick to myself. For my own sake. I'm on a last warning from the principal, my parents and even the goddamn cops. I've done a lot of messed up shit so I really can't afford to mess up again....