Trapped In Reverse

Trapped in reverse-It goes on endlessly pointlessly

I sit up on my stone,cold mattress filled with plaster,stuffing and probably yuck.I don't really want to think about what is inside my pillows as this hospital has been used many different times.Honestly,it sucks here and being so tall has it's downfall when your trying to sleep in a bed for a young teen.A 11 year old in fact,a 11 year old who looks similar to me but I have a strange feeling of dread every time I hear her voice.

So high
So very squeaky
So impolite
Like a bitch
A whiny little bitch

She always reminds me of a dog,her dog to be exact.They look similar,the same brown eyes.They got something in common too-

"They're both fucking rainbow ugh!"

I hate that! Also there both ugly and smelly,they both share the same happy-go lucky smile like they want to play 24/7....

"I better pray to the Devine lordess Lyma that both ugly and her dog will go to hell for being rainbow!"

"What do you mean by that? Also lyma is a rainb-"

"Mind your damn business! your too young and stupid to understand this shit!"

"I can't wait 7 years to talk to you,god damn it!"

"Language,semi-rainbow!"

"How long are you going to call me that stupidly cruel nickname! Is everyone a rainbow to you?"

"Of course,because 80% of this city are involved in this rainbow fuckery!"

"that might be becau-

"AND! Even though I'm perfectly normal,not a rainbow,going to college,doing jobs..I'm the one in this mental freaking hospital!!"

"can you calm down?"

I turn my head at the very chilled and anoyyed kid in the bed next to me,"calm down" He Said

I can be calm!

"Your a responsible adult aren't you? Deal with it without throwing a big homophobic breakdown"

"im not homophobic,I'm LGBTQA+phobic!"

"how can you be this way when your family is part of that phobia?"

"and you wonder why I hate my family? Honestly I can't believe all my family is gay!"

"You just happened to adopt seka-ma!I mean the chance of any of them being not seka-ma is a 10.5%!"

"That's what you get when your mom is the nicest little shit on the planet,I didn't want to be adopted! I only went because..."

"....because?"

"I don't actually want to talk about it,it's none of your business anyway semi-rainbow!"

"I'm not a semi-rainbow! I'm not saying what I am again!"

"let me guess your a polycentric gender-neutral demi-fluid transsexual?"

...what the wtf did I just say?

"I don't even know if half of those are real things but I'm not any of those,I can't believe you forgot!"

"maybe your a intersexual no-binary queer?"

"No"

"so your just a rainbow in disguise? You lier.."

"No! I'm a biromantic rainbow demiboy,have any problem with that?"