Chapter 20: Forgive and Forget Or Nah?

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Rashad.

I sighed then wrapped my arms around Tamara's waist and nuzzled my head into her neck. I sunk my teeth into the side of it as she dug her nails into my forearm.

"Perfect," The photographer exclaimed while looking through the lenses.

"I'm tired," I mumbled into her neck.

"I'm still mad at your ass," She snapped.

"I'm sorry. What do I have to do to make it up to you?" I whined while removing my head from her neck then turning her around to face me. I laced our fingers together after struggling to get a hold of her hands.

"Keep begging," She smirked.

"That's it?" I asked while scrunching up my face.

"Yeah. You look so desperate and needy," She looked up at me.

"I can admit, that argument last night was petty. And I was petty for starting it over something unnecessary," I sighed.

"I'll take your apology into consideration, but watch the twins when I go to the gym tonight?"

"You don't gotta ask, but who you going with," I asked while we both turned around so our backs would be facing each other. I crossed my arms and bit down on my bottom lip.

"Do it matter," She said before jumping on my back.

I stumbled a little then held onto her legs to hold her up.

"I mean, I guess not," I said lowly.

"Don't even try to do that,"

I just shrugged and stayed silent.

"Can I get you both to smile in this one?" The photographer asked while looking up from the lense.

I smiled big as she did a small smile with her deep dimples showing.

"Perfect," He exclaimed while snapping the picture with the flash going off.

"Take 5," BJ stated before walking over to us.

I set Tamara down onto the floor as she kept her arms on my shoulders. I kind of smiled with a light shade of red forming on my face.

"Ion know what's going on between you two, but you guys better fix it and make it look like everything is fine," He huffed holding Ant on his shoulder.

I rolled my eyes. "Gimme my baby," I said while reaching toward him and placing my hands onto his waist then grabbing him out of his hands. I placed him onto my shoulder while rubbing his back and supporting his neck.

"Where's Antonio?" Tamara asked.

"He's sleep," BJ said before walking away from us.

She nodded then turned her whole body toward me. "I forgive you," She spoke while looking at her feet and twirling the ends of her hair.

"Look at me," I said while lifting her chin gently.

She looked at me through glassy eyes while tucking her lips in which showed her deep dimples.

"Thanks for forgiving me, but what I said was uncalled for and we were both in the wrong. I don't regret what I said, but I know it was wrong and I'm sorry,"

"Ok. I'm sorry as well. I don't regret what I said either and let's just move past it, but I'm mad that I gave you a slap on the wrist for sleeping with Tinashe and that's how you repay me? It ain't supposed to be like that. You should be on yo' knees thanking me," She spat before sighing.

"I know. I was in my feelings about your exes and I got a little jealous," I sighed before regretting those words.

"You got jealous?" She squealed while laughing.

"Ian never been the jealous type of guy, but I want you to myself, mm, I cant lie," I sung with a laugh.

She pushed my head before taking Ant out of my hands and craddling him in the crook of her arms.

Finally, we're back on good terms. I just need to stay out of my feelings, but my anger has gotten better, its just certain buttons that you push that can trigger it.

Tamara.

I giggled while squirming underneath Rashad as he had a strong grip on me while continuing to grind on my backside.

"Oh my gosh! Rashad!" I exclaimed while laughing. "I need to finish this speech!"

"I do too, but Ion care. I'm horny," He mumbled into my neck before sinking his teeth into my sweet spot.

I sighed as my hand squeezed onto the blanket while biting onto my bottom lip.

"N-no. Please, stop," I pleaded as he continued to suck onto my spot while rubbing his tongue around it.

I moaned before pushing the papers onto the floor then turning toward him. I climbed into his lap then straddled his waist and placed my hands onto his shoulders while looking down at him.

"You have my attention now, so what's up," I asked while grinding my lower waist against his as he rested his hands onto my thighs.

"I just told you," He chuckled while moving his waist in motion with mine.

I giggled then leaned down toward him and pressed my lips against his as I felt him rise underneath me which caused a moan to escape my lips. Suddenly, I heard glass break downstairs which caused me to lift my head and jump off of Rashad. Who the hell is in my house?

"What the fuck?" Rashad said while rushing toward our closet to receive his pistol.

I followed behind him with fear in every step I took. I looked at him as he threw on all black clothing then he tossed me a pair.

"I may have left the hood, but the hood ain't leave me,"

He jogged toward the stairs with his pistol beside him. I followed behind him while pulling the hoodie over my head. I stopped by the babies room and they were sound asleep. I closed their door and rushed after Rashad quietly.

"What the fuck," I heard Rashad exclaim and I ran to his side and saw Chres standing in our kitchen with two other men.

"Roc?" I said in disbelief.

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Not my best, but I just got back to Dallas and I thought I should update for you guys. Btw, I had fun and thanks for being so patient with me.

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