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Dear Wan Wan,

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Dear Wan Wan,

My feelings for you became strong. And why will it not? You were everything I could ever want.

With each passing day, I wanted to tell you how I really feel, that I didn’t wanna be your ‘just friend’ anymore. I wanted to step forward.

Little did I know I was leaping before looking.

On the day of your graduation, I thought to tell you everything. Fucking everything.

A huge part of me was scared that you won’t accept my feelings but the tiny part of me was willing to take the risk.

But something happened.

I remember that day. I remember each moment I spend with you. I could never forget it.

I wonder if you still remember those.

You were happily hugging your family after receiving the certificate and I idiotically smiled looking at you. I was so happy.

For myself.

For you.

For us.

My phone rang that very moment when I wanted to embrace you and tell you what has been on my mind for so many weeks.

My mom asked me to come home that very instant because we were moving to her hometown. We were leaving this place.

Our place.

Forever.

The very next day.

I felt something shatter inside me as I stood there frozen to the ground. My eyes won’t tear off of you and you didn’t once look at me.

I did not cry which is ironic because I was a crybaby, but somehow I didn’t. Instead, I put a fake smile, congratulated you and left.

With my unsaid words, the foolish feelings and unshed tears.

Yours,
Snowflake.


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