I don’t even think I feel anymore. I don’t know what i’ve become. A drunk, a sad excuse for a father, a liar, a thief, a low-life, a monster. I try to make it all go away by popping pills and drinking my life away but I still remember everything, all those mistakes and broken promises, no matter how much I try to kill and bury it, it comes right back . I cause pain, I always been that way. Causing pain everywhere I go. Its no getting around it, sooner or later i’ll make you hurt. I see all the hurt I caused in Ruth and Gabriel. Those eyes pierce my soul like a gun. It’s unbearable, I try to avoid them it’s the only way but the little bastard,Gabriel, always thinks he’s a man. He thinks he can just disrespect me, THIS IS MY HOUSE! I lose control and everything goes black. Next thing I know am hovering over Gabe while pale and distort Ruth is crying and yelling “ STOP! YOU’RE KILLING HIM, YOU’RE KILLING HIM!. I'm no parent. I never wanted to be one. Now am stuck taking care of the two bastards.
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Fallen Angels
AventuraConsumed in hurt and hopelessness, Is it possible to emerge? Gabriel is lost feeling like he has nothing to live for, from the death of his mother and the constant abuse of his father, will destiny and love emerge him from the darkness or pull him i...
