Closer☾(A Roadtrip Fanfiction)

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Andys POV~

I left.

It was freezing cold outside and all I was wearing was a thin jumper. I looked at the house, at our bedroom window. I didn't want this but Gabby did and if that would make things better, maybe help things then I'd do it, as long as it's what makes her happy.

I walked to the flat, it took me about 40 minutes. We all had a spare key, just incase we ever needed to get in. It was full of our old band equipment, and a load of rubbish Blair wanted to keep, I sat in the room that used to be ours, all the time we spent there was crazy, it looked so different to how it used to.

There was still a mattress in the corner so I placed it on the floor and lay down. I didn't sleep, just stared at the ceiling, thinking about Gabby, how I always left in these situations, but this time I didn't know if she'd let me back.

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I woke up to a phone call, it was Lily.

'Hello?' I answered

'Finally, I've called you four times, Mikeys having a barbecue cause it's a nice day, on your way over could you get some burger buns?' She asked, I agreed and hung up, opening the curtains. the sun shining through. I sighed and pulled my top on, leaving and walking down to the shop.

I turned the corner of Mikeys road and saw Gabbys car. My heart beat sped up as I knew it'd be awkward.

'Here he is, where have you been all day?' Rye asked hugging me

'I just fell asleep, I didn't realise I had so many missed calls' I replied putting the bread on the table. Gabby walked in from the garden with Ellie and looked at me

'Hey' she smiled, grabbed a bottle of wine and went back out to join the others.

After a while of chatting with the boys, we all went outside and Mikey and Rye started cooking, I was about to sit down when Gabby called me aside

'About last night' he face looked sad and she was looking everywhere but me

'I know you don't want to be with me anymore Gabs. Don't make it harder for me than it already is. I just want to make you happy' I sighed

'Then don't leave' she said. I looked up at her

'Don't.. leave?' I frowned

'Yeah. I never wanted you to leave, I tried to tell you last night but you were determined, what happened will take a while to get over, but I forgive you, we've gone through much worse, and we pulled through, I love you' She said holding my hand, I smiled at her

'I love you so much Gab, forever...'

'And always' She finished my sentence, I went to kiss her but before I could there was a loud scream, I shot my look through the back door

It was Lily.

She was on the floor, blood everywhere, she looked terrified.

'Right okay sweetheart calm down. It's okay, does it hurt?' Jess asked as she was next to her, me and Gabby rushed over

'I ca.. cant breathe' Lily cried. Tears streaming down her face, Ali called an ambulance.

'It's ok baby, it'll be okay' I tried to assure her, but she wasn't listening, she was just helplessly crying, my heart broke at the sight. Not long after the ambulance arrived and took her away. Me and Gabby went with her leaving everyone at Mikeys.

We arrived at the hospital soon after. She got wheeled straight in for a scan and tests. The nurse came in ready for the scan. She looked at the screen for a few minutes, showing the baby. She didn't say anything, just looked emotionless

'I'll be back in a minute guys. I just need to grab something' She smiled and hurried out the room. I looked at Lily, she had her eyes closed and was in silence.

It felt like forever waiting but finally the nurse came back in with papers, she read over them and then tried another scan.

After a while and not much happening she stopped and looked at us

'Lily I'm so sorry' she began, tears fell down her face as she knew what was coming next

'Your test results show a high weakness of your cervix, and I'm very sorry but there's nothing else we can do at this stage, there was no sign of a heartbeat. I'm sorry to have to tell you but you've had a very unfortunate miscarriage'