Dear Best Friend,
I hope you're ok, since you've stopped coming to me for help it's not been easy, but I want to say thank you. Even though it broke me into a million pieces when I found out what you did. I want to say thank you. Even though I found out from someone else, I want to say thank you. Thank you for making me want to be a better person, to work on who I am and even though it rips my heart out to even have to write this knowing that right now you're not ok, I'm writing it and I wish you could understand, how much impact you have on peoples lives but you don't understand. I want to say I'm not mad or I'm not in pain. But I am, I am very much both of those things right now, but what's the sun without a little rain, right?
I thought we were going to conquer the world, hand in hand. But now I'm not sure if you'll be there to do it with me, I will stay strong and stand tall because I will not let people see me fall but I need you. You're always my go to person, whether it's a celebration or a worry it's always you I think of first because I want you to be proud of me. But I want you to keep going to, I want you to win, I want you to love yourself, I want you to be happy with yourself, be the light you want to see in the world. You have everything that you need inside of you, and you know that, I told you enough times I just need you to remember. I hope you remember these words when you feel alone, and the words I told you when you came to me for help and I need you to find the strength to pick yourself back up if you ever fall. I know you can, I know you will because the person I know that is inside of you can handle it all.
You're strong.
You're intelligent.
You're wonderful.
You're beautiful.
You could move mountains if you wanted to, you should believe in yourself, because I believe in you.
And no matter what happens, no matter what you do, no matter where you are in the world, no matter where I am, I will always love you and that will never change.
Take care
x
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Take Care.
Non-FictionThe first time she did it was meant to be a time of happiness, Christmastime is about joy and being with your loved ones, she obviously didn't get the memo. The second time she did it I wasn't there to help her, yet she goes on as if nothing had hap...
