You saved me || Sebastian Stan

Chapter 6

Hey guys. First, I owe you guys a HUGE apology for not updating. I just got so busy, then I got sick. Actually I'm still sick. But I plan on having a chapter or maybe 2 two out by the end of today. Again I am sooooo Sorry. Anyway, enjoy.

We got to the convention center earlier this time in hopes of parking closer to the building. "Oh right there!" (F/n) shouted flailing her hand in the direction of the spot. I make a quick turn to the right and pull into the spot. "Good find. I'm just happy we're by the entrance this time. Not that I didn't mind walking! I jus-" I ramble. "Hey, it's fine. I like not having to walk as far too." (F/n) says while gathering up all her stuff. I do the same, then we get out of the car and make our way to the door. I think I'm finally getting used to this whole "Tickets and badges please". Though the guards are kind of scary. We make our way inside and figure out what we're doing today.

 "(Y/n) can I look at your schedule?" 

 "Where's yours?"

"I forgot it"

"Of course you did. Here" I huff, passing her my schedule. "Thanks. So, we have two photo ops today, one with just Seb, and one with Chris, Anthony, and Seb." She says excitedly. "Great, so when are those taking place?" I question, looking over her shoulder at the schedule. "Ummmm, Sebs is in 45 minutes, and then by the time we're done there, it should be about 11:30. So I guess we'll go for lunch. Then at 12:45 is the one with all 3 of them. Sound good?" She asks, looking at me. "Yep." And with that, we went to the floor. Today we we're gonna look at video games, maybe even play a few of them.

Me and (F/n) spent 35 minutes just playing video games. Plus we bought some of them. But we need to get going or we'll miss our chance in the photo op. Oh god, that's a lot of people. Shit, no, I can't do this. I can't do this. "(Y/n), I know what you're thinking. And you CAN do this, you're going to be fine. Once you see Seb you're going to clam right down, just like yesterday, and this is going to be one of the greatest weekends of your life, don't let anxiety take this from you." (F/n) say, putting her hands on my shoulders in a comforting manner. 

"Thanks. Wait, how did you know what I was thinking?" 

 "Oh hun, it was all over your face. Plus, I just know you really well."

"Right, well, let's do this!"

"Atta girl! C'mon!"

With that we got into the VIP line and began our wait. "So what kind of pose do you want to do" (F/n) asks. "Umm, I'm not sure, I was thinking something like, where me and Seb are hugging, or something, and you would be in the background looking jealous, maybe." I say twiddling my finger out of nervous habit. "That sounds hilarious, we're doing it."

Now we're about 6 people away from our turn. I take out my water and drink like half the bottle. Ding! My phone goes off. I grab it from my purse and turn it on. "Who is it?" Asks (F/n). "Collin" I huff out, still staring at the text. "Nope, ignore it. It's your birthday. No asshole exes are aloud to ruin this day." She states angrily, and deletes the notification and puts my phone in her purse. "Next!" The people in front of us go for their turn. Oh no, it's happening, no no no no! Breath (Y/n) breath. It's going to be fine, oh god, oh god, I can't do this I can't- "(Y/n)! (Y/n)!? Hey snap out of it, we're next. You're going to be fine." The people who were taking their photo are leaving now. "(F/n), I can't do this."

"Next!"

"Oh god" I'm shaking uncontrollably. I can't stand. Pain. My knees. I'm on the floor now. My breathing is hectic. "(Y/n)!? Oh god" I'm zoning out. "Is everything oka- Oh god, get her off the floor and out of the line. Here take her here." That voice..I know it. Next thing I know, I'm behind a screen and sitting on a stool. There's someone across from me. I hesitantly look up, and I'm met with steel blue eyes, filled with concern and worry. Suddenly there's a hand on mine. The shaking in my hand slows because of the pressure on it. I look down at the hand covering mine, and follow the arm up to the shoulder, then the neck, then the face. Sebastian is holding my hand. Oh god, now I'm holding him up, what's wrong with me? I'm ruining his day right now. "Hey look at me. Look at me." He grabs my chin with his free hand and tilts my head up so I'm looking at him. "You're okay. Deep breaths in and out. That's it keep going. Everything's fine." He says reassuringly, and gives me a smile. My eyes start to fill with tears. No, I can't cry, he'll think I'm weird. I'm a grown woman, I can't cry. One tear falls down my cheek. "Aw, hey, don't cry. Everything's fine. You're fine. Take as much time as you need to calm down." He says, giving my hand a squeeze. Then he pulls me into a hug. "You're going to be okay. Feeling like this is normal. Just ride it out. You're going to be fine." He says patting my hair. I let out a few sobs into his shirts and pull away. "Are you okay?" I nod my head. "Thank you." I spit out hoarsely. Suddenly (F/n) is handing me a water bottle. As I drink, Seb says "Of course, everyone gets moments like that, you just need to be calm, and help them through it."

"Also, I'm sorry about your shirt." I motion to the small stain where my tear landed. "Oh it's fine, don't worry about it." he says with a laugh. "Do you think you're ready to take a picture, or do you need a minute?" He asks, rubbing his thumb over my hand. "Ummm, I think I'm ready." I say wiping any tears off my face. Seb gets up, still holding my hand, and we walk over to the area where the picture is taken. He lets go of my hand and asks "So do you two know what you want to do for your photo?"

"Umm, we were thinking that me and you could like, hug, and (F/n) would be in the background looking jealous. Is that okay?"

"Absolutely." Then he pulls me into a tight embrace, I hug him back, then he puts his head on top of mine, and I snuggled into his chest. I could tell I was blushing harcore. I couldn't help the huge smile that appeared on my face while we were hugging. He smells so good. Like pine, s'mores, and a cafe. "3, 2, 1!" Suddenly I'm blind, but only for a few seconds. I feel Sebastian letting go of me, so I do the same. Once we're completely out of the embrace, I look up at him and say "Thank you. And not just for the picture. But for helping me with my anxiety. I thought you would've thought I was weird for being a newly 32 year old having a panic attack." I say with a laugh, but look down to cover my face with my hair. "You're quite welcome. I have anxiety too y'know. I know how difficult it can be. And I would never judge someone, no matter how old, for having a panic attack. I'm just glad I could help you. Also did you say newly 32 year old?" He questions. "Oh, um, yeah. My birthday was yesterday, I've always wanted to meet you, and (F/n) surprised me with tickets to see you for my birthday, so I hope you're not sick of us yet, because you'll be seeing us later today and tomorrow." I say with a laugh. "Well happy birthday! And thank you (F/n) for giving me the opportunity to meet such a wonderful woman." He says to me and (F/n). "Oh it was my pleasure, really. I love seeing her blush and get all awkward." (F/n) says, clearly knowing it would make me blush...Which it did, and now i'm looking at the oh so interesting floor again. "You're right, she it pretty cute when she blushes." He says laughing. "Uggghhh, guys please stooopppp." I groan. "Okay, okay, fine. How about you continue to blush back in the corner we were in earlier?" he offers. "Wait what?" I ask, snapping my head up to look at him in confusion. "Well, it's your birthday weekend, and by the look of how that attack was, it wasn't your first today, and I'm guessing they were all probably from me. So I'd like to make it up to you by getting you both lunch. I don't know if I'm aloud to leave, but I want to do something for you." He says with a smile. "A-are you serious?" I ask. My jaw on the floor. "Quite." He answers. My words are stuck in my throat. Sebastian want to get us lunch. Oh my god. I'm sure I look like a fish out of water, my mouth just opening and closing. Lucky for me, (F/n) speaks up. "We'd love to, thank you so much." She says, trying to be confident, but I can tell she's just as nervous and excited as me. "You're welcomes" Says Sebastian, and he gives us both a quick hug before we head off to the hidden corner.

"Oh. My. God. We're going to be having lunch with Sebastian freaking Stan." I say.

"I know, I'm crazy excited too, but just remember that he too, is a person, so try to treat him like one."

"Right, I know, I'm just so excited. This can't be real."

Well get used to it, because it is, and it's happening to us."

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you in the next one. Byee- Mars