You saved me || Sebastian Stan

Chapter 21

I feel a cold chill run through my body as my hair gets moved away from my neck. I stir awake and slowly blink open my eyes as I feel soft kisses getting planted on the back of my neck. For a second I was confused as to where I was, but once I scan the room I remember that I'm in Sebs trailer. I'm facing the wall and Seb is behind me with his arm wrapped around my stomach. "Morning." I say groggily. "Morning." he responds with a raspy voice, then places a kiss behind my ear. "What are you doing?" I ask. "Kissing you." He responds. "Not that I'm complaining, but why?" I question. "Because *kiss* I can, and *kiss* because I love you *kiss*." He answers. I tilt my head up to give him more room as he starts kissing towards my jaw. He kisses under my chin on the right side and sucks lightly and I couldn't stop the whimper that escaped my lips. I feel him smirk against my skin and kiss there again. "What time do we need to be on set?" I ask. He stops kissing my neck and backs up to look at my face as best he can to answer me. "Maybe an hour and a half until we need to be in costuming." He says, then kisses my cheek. "Good." I respond, then roll onto my back. He moves the blankets so they won't get tangled around him and slides over top of me and puts a hand on either side of my head to hold himself up. His torso is pressed against mine and he has one leg between mine and the other on the opposite side of my right leg, rendering my unable to move. He just sits there and scans my face for a few seconds, a look of love and awe on his features. "How do you always look so beautiful all the time?" He questions. I know it's a rhetorical question, but I'm going to answer it anyways. "I drink a special potion that makes me this way." I joke. Without missing a beat, he answers, "Like you need a potion to make you beautiful." I smile at him and grab his face, pulling him down to mine to capture his lips in a kiss. He smiles into the kiss and lowers his body even closer to mine, successfully deepening the kiss and causing me let out a small moan into the kiss as his body rubs against mine. I feel him smirk against my lips, then he pulls away. "I love when you wake me up like this." I say, running my thumb over his jaw, his small about of stubble ticking the pad of my thumb. "I know, that's why I do it. Plus it normally leads to something a little more...Fun." He smirks. I chuckle lightly, then pull his face back down to mine. He kisses me deeply and I move my hands to the back of his head and run my hands through his long hair. He moves his right hand away from my head, and I don't know where he's going to put it until I feel it scoop under my back. He pulls me closer to his chest, if that's even possible,so I'm hovering above the mattress and then spins so he's on his back and I'm on top of him. I rest my legs on top of his and put my hands on either side of his head, but I don't hold myself above him. I know he can easily hold my weight. I can feel his bulge through his track pants rubbing against the inside of my thigh. I shift my thigh so it rubs against him. He moans softly and wraps his arms around my hips and rests his hands just above my butt. "I love you so much, but sometimes I hate you." He says. "I know." I answer, then lean down and kiss him. He slides his left hand up my back and into my hair. His other hand grips my back tighter. Just as the kiss starts to get heated, there a loud knock at the door. I pull away from Sebastian and he looks like he's ready to murder whoever's at the door. " Yo Seabass!" The all to familiar voice of Anthony Mackie calls out. Seb rolls his eyes, kisses me on the lips passionately one more time, then I roll off of him and sit on my side of the bed and Seb gets up and goes to the door. I hear him unlock it and open it. "What do you want Mackie?" Seb asks grumpily. "Is (Y/n) here? I knocked on her door for a while and she didn't answer, so I assumed this is where she'd be." Anthony responds. I slide off the bed and peak my head out of the room doorway. Seb is holding onto the door frame and just peeking his head out and his waist is behind the wall. Anthony is standing on the stairs with his right hand on the left side of the door frame. "Yeah, I'm here Anthony. I couldn't sleep last night so I came here." I say emerging from the bedroom and leaning on Sebastian, and he wraps his arm around me. "Alright, just wanted to make sure you didn't run off on us or anything." He starts to walk down the stairs then turns back around. "Did I interrupt something?" He asks. I just groan and lean out to grab the door, back us up, and slam it shut. "Sometimes I really hate him." Seb growls. "I know. But he was just making sure I was okay." I say. "I know, but did he have to do it at that exact moment?" He asks angrily. "Hey, there's always later, it's not the end of the world." I remind him. "Yeah, but now.." He gestures to his crotch. I look and there's a tent in his track pants. I look back at his face and put my hands on his shoulders and slide them down his arms and interlace our fingers. "I'd help you, but we need to be in costuming soon, and you know for a fact we'll get carried away. So I'll let you deal with that, and then if you're lucky, we can do something later." I suggest. "I hate it, but you're right." He sighs. I frown apologetically at him, and step forward to kiss him. As our lips connect his erection rubs on my abdomen. He moans and pulls back, letting go of my hands and grabbing my hips tightly. "Sorry." I apologize putting my hands on his biceps . "It's alright." He responds, rubbing my hips with his thumbs. "Go deal with it, I'll be waiting for you out here." I pat his shoulder and he nods, then goes to the small trailer bathroom and closes the door behind him. I sigh then walk back into the bedroom with the intent of stealing one of Sebs hoodies. I currently have on my favourite one of his. It's black, really soft on the inside, with large pockets and it's bigger on me than the rest of his sweaters. But, unfortunately, it's starting to smell less like him. I get his suitcase from the foot of the bed and open it up. As I flip the lid open I hear a soft moan from the bathroom. I bite my lip and focus on getting another sweater. The temptation to help him is very strong, but I can't. I carefully sort through his clothes, careful to not make a mess of his neat packing. Every now and then I'll hear moans from the bathroom. Sometimes he'll moan my name and other times he's just moaning. I can feel my stomach twisting at the pleasurable sounds, but I keep stopping myself from walking in there because I know we'll get carried away and be late. Eventually I find a sweater I feel like wearing and pull it out and put it on the bed. I then grab his cologne and put it on the bed as well. I could just spray the sweater I'm wearing with it, but he has a specific scent that isn't just the cologne, it's that and other things mixed in, so I just make him wear the sweater for a few days, then steal it. I take off the sweater and now I'm in just my bra. I fold it and put it on the bed and put the cologne on top of it. Then I pull on the other sweater. It's more of a sweatshirt though. I've worn it before, it's long sleeved, blue, and fuzzy on the inside. Once I'm done, I close his suitcase then go into the sitting area and plop on the couch. I don't have my phone because it's in my trailer, so I just play with the sleeves of the sweatshirt instead. "Oh god. Yes. (Y/n), oh god ffuck." I hear Seb moan in the bathroom. I bite my lip and shift in my seat, but keep my hands busy with the sleeves of my shirt. A few seconds later I hear shuffling and water running, then more shuffling, and soon the door slides open and Seb walks out. I stand up and quickly walk over to him. I grab his face and kiss him hard and passionately. He stumbles back a little from my sudden advance on him, but once he's balanced he grabs my hips and kisses back with just as much passion. I run my fingers through his hair and he turns us and pushes me against the wall. My back slams into the wall and my breath gets forced out of my lungs, causing Seb to break the kiss. "I'm sorry. Are you okay?" He asks. "I'm fine. I just-I could hear you in there-" I point to the bathroom. "And it took everything in me not to join you. So I just really need to kiss you." I say out of breath. He just smirks and attaches our lips in another passionate kiss. Our hands roam each others bodies as our lips dance. He pulls away from the kiss and we both stand there breathing heavily. I open my eyes just to find Sebastian already looking at me. "I love you." He says softy. "I love you too." I say and peck his lips. "Now, lets go before we get murdered for being late." I suggest. "Good idea." He says, and backs up. He hold out his hand to me and I take it and he interlaces our fingers. We walk outside and he locks the door behind us. "I'm guessing you need me to put my scent back in the black hoodie?" He asks as we walk towards the main building. "Please?" I beg. "Of course." He answers. We walk quietly for the rest of the way, just holding hands and enjoying each others company. We ran into a few of the other actors on our way here, but they weren't coming here yet. Some actors have been working for a lot longer than I've been awake for. Including Chris. He just got back from doing some stuff that they couldn't do here. Everyone who has been working since the crack of dawn also got off a lot earlier yesterday. We walk into the studio and make our way to the costume room. We twist and turn through the hallways and when we get to the room, we both walk in. "Hey Grace." Seb says. Grace looks up from her desk and when she sees us she smiles. "Hello. You guys are doing a scene together today!" She cheers. "We are?" I ask, following her into the room where all the costumes are. "Yep! I already have your costumes set up in the change rooms, but Seb, we need to get that arm on you first." She says pointing to him. "Oh I need to be there for that. Some of it at least." I beg. "Of course, just get your costume on first." She tells me. "Okay!" I cheer, then kiss Seb on the cheek and rush over to the change room. I find which one has my costume in it and go inside, closing the curtain behind me. It's similar to the one I wore yesterday to fight Seb, but it's a little wore worn down, like I was in a fight. I pull it all on and gather my clothes, then walk out. I put my clothes on the shelf by my rack of costumes then walk out into the main room Seb is standing by a tables and they have the arm and some lube lying on the table. I walk over and stand behind the table so I'm not in the way. "I always heard you talking about this stuff in interviews and you hated talking about it. Now I get to live the fangirl dream and watch it happen in person." I tease. "Oh fuck you." He retorst. "Yeah you wish." I spit back with a chuckle. He give me a 'that's not funny' face and I just smirk proudly. The people who have to put his arm on come over and tell him to take his shirt off. As he pulls it off I bite my lip. He gets the shirt off and his well toned chest is out for all to see, but I know he doesn't care what everyone else thinks. He only cares about what I think, and I think he's perfect. He balls his shirt in his hands and lifts his arm. My eyes follow his movement and my brain warns me he's going to throw it. I raise my hands up just in time to catch the shirt and I put it on the table. The two ladies that are putting his arm on grab a bottle of lube each and put some in their hands and start spreading it on Sebs left arm. While they're doing that I squat down to get a closer look at the arm. They only have half the arm out, so I'm guessing he's be wearing long sleeves. The arm is really good. There are red dots all over it for the motion capture and CGI. The details are intricate, but not super intricate. I stand back up and look at Seb. He's looking the woman that's still here weirdly. I don't know where the other one went. The one he's looking at has long brown hair with streaks of blonde mixed in. I look at her more closely to try and figure out why he's looking at her like that. Eventually my gaze falls onto where she's putting lube on his arm. She's not just rubbing it on like she should be, she's like, massaging his muscles and keeps making eye contact with him while he does. She doesn't need to massage his muscles, she's not trying to make the lube soak into his skin, just make it slippery enough that the arm can slide on. I feel a heat burn in my chest and I walk around the table and behind the brunette. I tap her on the shoulder and she turns around. "Hi uh..?" I try and get her name. "Lydia." She tells me."Lydia, hi. Could I try? I know it's not my job, but I've always wondered how he gets the arm on." I tell her. "Uh, sure." She agrees, handing me the lube and walking to the sink in the corner of the room. I don't know where the other woman that was here went, but now it's just me and Seb until Lydia comes back. "Thanks." Seb says as I pour some lube into my hand. "No problem." I smile at him. I start rubbing the lube onto a spot on his arm they haven't gotten to yet and he flinches when I touch him, making me look up to make sure he's okay. Seeing the concern on my face he nods in reassurance. "I'm good, it's just cold." He tells me. "Okay." I respond, then smear the lube on. By the time Lydia and the other woman gets back, I'm done lathering up Sebs arms."Thanks for taking over, but we have it from here." Lydia says sharply. I just nod and go put the lube on the table and then go to the sink Lydia went to earlier and wash my hands. Once I'm done I dry my hands with a piece of paper towel, throw it out, then go back to my spot behind the table. As I get there, the other girl, with medium length dark blue hair, is picking up the arm.She takes it from one side and Lydia takes is from the other. Sebastian lifts his arm so it pointing towards me and they slip the arm on. Lydia places her hand on Sebs peck and makes it look like she's doing it to help her push the arm on, but I know for a fact she doesn't need to be touching him right now, that arm is sliding on like a sharp skate on ice. They get the arm up to the elbow, then Lydia comes over to the table again and grabs the hand. She smirks devilishly at me and I just stare at her. That look, I swear I've seen her before. She grabs the hand and a protective glove, then turns back around to Seb and puts on the glove, then the hand. Now that it's all on, the girl with the blue hair grabs a cloth and wipes any lube off the arm."Okay, you're good to go." She says. Seb immediately walks over to me, grabs my arm, and drags me into the back room full of costumes. "Oh my god I hated that." He says, shaking his body as if to shake any trace of her off of him. "I've never seen her here before, she must be new. But I swear I've seen her face somewhere." I say curiously. "I don't know, but let's just get me in my costume and out of this room." He says and walks over to the change rooms. He goes into his and closes the curtain behind him and I wait outside, leaning on the wall between the stall he's in and the one next to it. I hear him shuffling about, but I keep my eye on the door to make sure Lydia won't come in here. She looks so familiar, I just can't place it. I get pulled out of my thoughts by Sebastian walking out of the change room. He walks over to his rack and puts his clothes with it, then walks over to me and grabs my hand. Together we walk out of the costume room, passed Lydia in the main room and out into the hallway. The door closes and I actually let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and I actually feel a little dizzy. "(Y/n), are you okay?" Seb asks, turning towards me and putting a hand on my cheek. My eyes stay out of focus and I feel like I'm paralyzed. "(Y/n)?" Seb asks with more concern this time. He tilts my head up and forces me to look in his eyes. "Are you okay?" He asks again. Suddenly everything zones back in, but I still feel light headed. "Uh yeah, can we just get away from this room please." I beg. "Yeah, let's go." He says, looking at me worriedly. I take one step, but my legs feel like jello and I feel like I'm going to fall. I let go of Sebastian's hand and quickly put my hand on his back, but that doesn't stop my legs from giving out. My knees buckle and I start falling towards the ground. "(Y/n)!" Seb yells and catches me before I fall. He scoops his left arm under my leg and his right one under my arms and picks me up bridal style. I put my hands on his lower chest and grab his shirt and lean my head against his chest and he starts walking quickly down the hall. The world is spinning around me and I can hear Seb talking to me but I can't make out what he's saying. Eventually I can hear Seb calling someone for help and then there are more hands grabbing me, then I'm on a bed. Everything from here on out is just a blur. I remember getting forced to drink some water, getting a needle in my neck,and then the world went black.