His Eyes (Narry AU Alpha/Omega)

Chapter 12

A/N: So sorry my lovelies that this update is way over due! Thank you for being patient with me for the past couple of weeks. Those of you that read This Town know what happened. Those who don't..well..I slipped and fell landing right on my tailbone. I have a compression fracture of the spine there. I literally broke my ass! LOL! Has been painful and very uncomfortable! However, it is on the mend now, so I am getting a chapter done for you lovelie readers! Hope you enjoy it! XX

Harry

It's been a couple of days since Niall and I have talked about our situation. Both coming to the conclusion to stop the pills and just take things how they come to us. I am worried for Niall. I know how he is feeling about losing his virginity and giving himself to someone he barely knows. Yes, we have a past. But we were five and six years old then. Alot has happened since then. We are just starting to get to know each other again. I know in my heart that he is the one that I want to be with. I will never do anything intentionally to hurt him. But again I don't want us to use each other through a heat or rut just because we're the ones available to do that, you know? I want our first time to mean something. To be magical. Not just help through something we can't control.

We are now talking to our parents about everything and what we have decided to do. Niall, Maura, and Bobby came over to our house so we could all sit down and talk about this.

"You first Niall", My mum says looking at Niall sweetly. He fidgeted in his seat some beside me. I squeezed his hand reassuringly to let him know it is okay to speak his mind here.

"It's okay son", Robin said with a smile. "You say how you feel here", He reassures when he sees Niall shrink down some.

"I'm surrounded by Alpha's", He says chuckling a bit to try and lighten up the mood a little. One of the many things I love about Niall is his humorous side. How he tries to laugh even when he wants to cry.

"You are surrounded by caring Alpha's, omega", His dad, Bobby, reassures him

"Okay..mhhm", Niall starts, clearing his throat a bit. "As all of you know, Harry and I do have a past. But it was so many years ago. We have only gotten familiar with each other maybe a month or so ago. Still getting to know each other all over again. We are different from when we were kids. Don't get me wrong, I love your son deeply. But I am still scared. Mating during a heat and rut is a big deal. Mating to become one is an even bigger deal. I don't want to give myself up just because I need to go through my heat for health reasons. I don't want to give myself to someone who later down the road is gonna regret it. I want this to mean something to the both of us. Not just away to calm our urges and such.", Niall says looking around the room at everybody. The room is silent for a bit before Robin speaks up.

"Those are very good things to think about son. And all rights to feel that way. Do not cower down from those feelings just to please others. The Alpha's that you deal with here in this house are way different than the ones you deal with at school. I know some domineering Alpha's still exist and they can be heartless and cruel. Just know, the one's here you can come to about and for anything. Is there anything else you are scared about? Or unsure about?", Robin asks him. I can feel Niall physically relax at Robins words and his tone he uses.

"Speaking of Alpha's at school", Niall begins. "There are a handful of them that bully me daily because I am not your ordinary Omega. I don't back down. I don't cower down. I don't do as told all the time. I don't bow down to my Alpha. I am me. My own person. I'm scared of how the bullying will get once I am off the pills and my Omega scent goes around once my heat hits. I'm scared of getting raped in the bathroom on any given day", Niall explains, his voice a bit shakey at the end.

Oh my God! I had no idea he had that fear! Stupid Alpha I am! I know how they can be at school! I need to be more attentive to my Omega!

"Ohh Baby boy!", Maura says coming over to him. "Have they touched you like that before?", Maura asks him kneeling down in front of him