letters

to the person who dates me next

One I'm fragile I'm the first one to admit that. My feelings get hurt in one second but ill still love you anyways. You best stay true to a promise and show up on time its the one thing I want. I wont ask for much other then that and an occasional back rub. Maybe, I think I'm high maintenance but don't need a lot your love and affection should do just well. Two I'm weird you better embrace everything weird and goffy about me and make that a reason to fall in love with me. Accept that ill dance around the house blurting out old or new music or ill randomly say something that won't make sense to you but will to me. Also get used to me talking with my hands or talking to much its one of my many qualities. Three I'm gonna question you a lot its not that I don't trust you I just have a lot of fighting to do with myself. Four I will go through your hell with you don't believe that I can't handle it I can and I will I've been through my own hell before and sometimes wind up in my own purgatory. I will be by your side through thick and thin but please never take advantage of that. Five I have been used and been played so many times and am just looking for something nice for once. I will be hesitant of many things you do again not because i don't trust you I have just been through it all before. Six remember the little things i say my favourite food or something i mumble off it will mean so much to me that you will know these things. Seven hold me tight and keep me warm. I'm always gonna be freezing so have warm towels  fresh out of the dryer blankets and arms outstreaked for me. Eight I knew who I was when I was eight or at least I thought I did. Please don't try to change me to be perfect I'm working on myself. Nine your my best friend and I want nothing more than to have so many fun adventures with you so hey let's go. Ten I love you