Ive been struggling with a lot of things. I need to overcome some obstacles and discover who I am. I am jasmine but am I really. That name doesn't suit me jazz works better. That's what you guys call me but I want to be different I want to be me. Who is me? I've been wondering for ever. At the age of eight I knew I liked girls and that made me different. I was scared to tell someone how I felt or who I could tell. I had so many feelings and looking back at them now they say so much. I have always been a tomboy but I didn't fit in with the boys. I like to play sports soccer was my shit but I also liked music and acting, writing for sure. I didn't know where to go I was stuck. Some where along the way I made friends some like me some not we were the misfit club. I still didn't know who I was what I wanted but I knew I was a misfit, different from the rest.
Today I stand knowing that I'm pansexual tho I lean towards girls. I know that I'm a gender queer I'm discovering my gender slowly. Boxers are great, mens clothes fit well, women's clothes fit well. I don't know what that makes me. I hate my boobs I hate my body most days but other days I'm so confident. I dont know if its dysphoria or something else that I don't know. I just am so lost on my journey. Who am I?
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letters
Randomthis is going to be a series of letters that I write to different people or things in my life. Some of them are going to be titled the same but I'm going to be putting initials after the title to clarify I'm talking about different people. The ones...
