pokemon | yoon dowoon [SLOW UPDATES]

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tw: mentions of suicide

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seoyeon POV
i really really couldn't respond to that message. after the shit he did he wants to talk about trust? sure it was only minor and he isn't the WORST man i've encountered in my miserable life but wow, he's got some balls to be talking about so called "trust."

come to think of it... i was quite weird when i randomly texted him out of nowhere. but isn't that what everyone does nowadays? internet friends, mutals, pen pals- all that shit is normal. if anyone ever texts him like i did, he should keep the same energy.

it'll take me sometime to trust him and open myself up to him again but i'll give it some thought. que start of something new by gabriella & troy.

ha.

i lied.

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dowooon:
seoyeon? are you there??
i hope you're okay
again i'm sorry for being such a jerk
i wanna help you|
i wanna help y|
i wanna he|
i wan|
i|
that wasn't cool of me.
delivered 19:50 pm

am i okay? even i don't know the answer to that question and it bugs me. never in a million years did i think i would try to take my own life and be stopped by my ex who literally fuelled my depression and was a major contributing factor as to why i wanted to kill myself. keyword: wanted. the mere thought of it now sends cold shivers down my spine and sweat droplets to my temples.

don't get it twisted, i'm still suffering inside and when the image of jae flashing his ugly grin while he wraps his bony arms around my waist makes me freeze up.

i think i need to go to bed... i'll respond to dowoon later.

*phone flashes*
ugh i'm hope it's not him again, a bitch tryna sleep!

¡message request from ridejaehyun!

hold on a second, what the actual fuck?

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