Lost

Chapter 2

     Eventually,reality manages to take me to a place I never knew existed.I am the center of a spining planet,I think too much and nothing at all and I'm living in a fading shade of grey trying to find that scarce-not-even-existing place between happiness and sadness.Those miserably depressing thoughts  are stuck inside of me,racing through my mind like a huge tidal wave hitting a completley serene shore.I make my way towards a barely noticeable table in the back corner of the school's dining hall.I start reading 'Looking for Alaska' so as to keep myself entertained,my wide green eyes are staring  intently at each and every word scanning those different symbols and constructing the scenarios and concepts they describe in my mind.

     My heart rate elevates and I have that gut feeling that my heart is  migrating  to my throat when I catch an absolutely handsome blue-eyed guy staring at me like I'm some sort of magic.I literally see a flash of emotion sparkling behind those beautifully blazing eyes.

        'Who'd want to look at the ugly face anyway?Just shut up and look at yourself in the mirror for God's sake!' My obnoxious-as-ever subconcious scalds me bringing me back to my senses.

    

     He catches a slight  glimpse of me staring and a wide grin is plastered on his face from ear to ear.Without any permission,a massive amount of heat rushes to my cheeks reflecting my extreme shyness and embaressment.

      I profess that I didn't discern him with his quick-looks at me, all what i can do  is pursing the words escaping like a racing car through the pages till the chapter ends, untill a shadow kidnapped my beam of light that I am relying on to read. I raise my eye-brows so I would have space for my eyes to determine what's on. I observe three ribald, indelicate, titillating guys gazing on me like the guy with blue eyes did, but in a bizzare, scary way. What's wrong today? Why is everybody staring at me? Am I a disaster or something?

     "Hahahahaha! Ofcourse you are! You were a mistake when you came to life!" A thunderous voice chortles.

     Yea, my subconcious  is right. I am a real disaster for God's sake.

     "We're heading home hellcat, wanna come?"

     Hell no. What did this asshole utter? I rise on my feet swallowing a cosmic lump of fear gathering at my throat.

    "Sorry, I am not this kind of girls actually". I reply, not imagining that my voice would be that piercing.

     Two of these guys had as black as pitch hair and billions of inked tatoos. These two grab  my arm firmly so I won't move. I keep on struggling and grappling in order to be free from them , but it seems  useless, so the only panacea that I could be out of their fists is to screech and howl for assist. As I started, nobody noticed what I am doing. Are they used to that shit everyday? I just don't know what to do right now. From far away , I notice familiar blue eyes approaching , it's the guy who kept staring at me, sure he's coming to help.

    "Or maybe he is going yo join them you dumbass, hahahahah!" A thunderous voice teases.

  "Leave her alone!" he says.

     Thank God! There is finally a person who is God damn courageous enough to help me.

    "Why should we do that little asshole?" One of the guys that seem their boss says rudely.

    "Leave her or I'll tell the principal about the catastrophe that you did in the English class." The blue-eyed boy threats.

     One of the ribald guys stared at the floor as if he dropped something & then told the other  fucked up guys to leave me.

    "She's ours, just remmember that!" he replies strongly

     I couldn't stop myself from spitting *thankyou* on this cute guy that I almost covered his face with my saliva.

    "It's okay, am Louis." He says gently

    As his name travels through my ears like a buzzing bee , all I could say to myself is that his name is truley heavenly.

    "Am Kaitlyn" I squeak not imaging that my voice would be like a freaked out mouse.

" I gotta go now, I have some classes, see you around beautiful." He lowers his voice a bit, that it sounded beautiful, just wait a second, did he just call me beautiful?