One Night Stand(Erik Killmonger Stevens)

17: Accepted

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I wake up and to no surprise don't see Erik. It was probably due to the fact that I didn't sleep in our bed last night, but I was still a little hurt.

Did he even come to check up on me?

Probably not, the whole reason I decided to sleep on the couch was because he was pissed at me which in turn pissed me off. I know for a fact he didn't check on me. The heated argument between him and I left him irritated and me queasy and I didn't want to ruin our sheets with throw up.

Not only was this whole being 'Queen of Wakanda' thing stressing me out, but it was also taking a toll on the baby. It stopped moving around as often which was as bad for my relationship with Erik as bad as it was for the baby.

Before, whenever Erik would be upset I would just place his hand on my stomach and immediately the baby would start interacting with the touch, calming him instantly. With the baby barely reacting to his touch anymore he was way more irritable which isn't great for Wakanda either. Here they had a King who was uncontrollable and a Queen who didn't know what the hell she was doing there.

Actually fuck that, I know what I'm doing here. In Erik's eyes I'm here to deliver his mini self and that's all but personally I'm not so sure. I know I'm supporting Erik no matter how stupid his decisions are but what else? What else am I going to do as a Queen?

My existential crisis is brought to a halt when Ayo comes in front of me. I hadn't even gotten off of the couch yet. "Where's Okoye?" I ask genuinely concerned not even realizing how rude I sounded. I knew the answer. "She is with the King," Ayo answers me and I nod my head. Of course she is. Which means once again Erik is off doing something important and I'm here being a stay at home mom.

I didn't go to college for this.

"Her and Erik are off doing something important I'm guessing?" I ask to Ayo again knowing the answer and she nods her head, "Yes," I bite my bottom lip in realization. Of course Erik didn't mean any of the shit he told me about being able to help. I wasn't capable enough in his eyes. I blatantly contradicted him in front of important people and frankly I just pissed him off. I fucked up any chance I had to help him all by a little laugh in a stupid meeting.

"Would you like some breakfast?" Ayo questions bringing me out of my seething. I nod my head and she goes to fetch someone to cook for me. Yesterday I not only learned that Erik is basically forcing me to eat but he gets to pick out my meals yay.

He probably doesn't even know what he's doing.

Ayo brings me into the kitchen and watches me as I begin eating. Once I finish someone takes my plates away and I stare at Ayo. "So we're just gonna watch TV again today?" I ask whining in a way. Ayo keeps a straight faces and nods her head.

I groan before complaining, "Don't you guys have stuff to do here? Like a mall or something? Take me there, I don't want to be cooped up in the house," Well more like palace but still. After a few hours it loses it pizazz.

Ayo looks skeptically at me before saying, "I don't think the King gave you permission to leave the palace," I roll my eyes at her. I really will be spending the next 18 years here inside of this palace, withering away. "Fuck what Erik says. Besides he would probably want me to explore Wakanda,"

I'm not completely wrong. Erik would probably want me to see Wakanda, right?

Ayo shakes her head at me and says "I'm sorry but I can not disobey the King," Why does she have such a big stick up her ass?