Once they've left, I burst into tears, Jordan runs to me, a look of concern on his face & pulls me into his arms,
"Baby, whatever is wrong?"
"Oh, J," I sob " I'm just so overwhelmed, today has been the best the best day ever & I can't wait to be your wife. I just don't know how I'm going to able to have my family here, they won't be able to afford the flights & accommodation. And I how can I do it without Tarryn at my side, you know she's like my sister".
"Sshhh," He soothes, stroking my hair & holding me tight. "Don't worry about it now, I will sort it. Between us, we have enough space for everyone to stay & the flights won't be a problem". He kisses the top of my head, "C'mon, it's time for bed."
He leads the way, with me clinging to his hand, still sobbing. I crawl into bed & snuggle up next to him, my head resting on his chest, listening to the soothing beat of his heat. With his arms wrapped round me, I fall asleep.
I wake in the middle of the night, in a panic. I'm still wrapped in Jordan's arms, that part is true. Shit, I've woke him up "What's wrong?" He asks sleepily.
"I had a nightmare, that none of this was true & everyone was laughing at me. You, Jon, Jenny everyone," I start to cry.
"Oh, sweetheart, it was only a dream. It's all true, it's all real & no one is or will laugh at you." He pulls me closer & whispers "I love you".
I look at him, "I know", I reply, kissing his beautiful lips. That kiss, ignites the passion inside us. What started out as a gentle, tender moment turned into frantic love making leaving us both exhausted & falling back to sleep in each other's arms.
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I'll Be Loving You.....Forever
FanfictionI have taken the plunge into my fantasy world & end up marrying Jordan Knight. From the lead up to the proposal to the big day itself, this is how it all plays out in my head! Does contain content of a sexual nature.