♡ Harry Styles ♡ {Imagines}

From now on.

(H.S)

"Don't you understand? I lost her. That's it, it's game over." I snapped at Niall, taking a huge gulp from the drink set in front of me. I drank too much that I actually lost count of How many bottles I drank, But even all these drinks couldn't ease the pain of loosing her. There's not a drink that I think coul
d sink her anyways.

"You didn't lose her mate, stop saying that." Niall reassured me, shaking his head in denial. I'm in denial too, from inside, but when I look around I am brought back to reality. And the reality is that I lost her forever, Denial isn't a choice anymore.

"You just- you lost yourself Harry. You forgot that there was something more important than your career and the cash you're getting out of it. You forgot that Hazel is worth more than earning a buck. You should prove to her and show her that you're way better than that Harry." He explained, Patting my back in comfort.

"It's just that, I kind of got too into it because it was the first time I live a life that isn't Hard at all, all my life I had to work for what I want. I lost father and I was all on my own, I had myself and only myself. But now, everything gets handed to me in a silver plate. I was blinded by the thrill of it all." I sighed, tearing up at the thought of being blinded by the money.

Niall patted my back again, and nodded, understandingly.

"I know mate, and you should fix that. From now on, you should be a better man to her and your two little girls. Family always comes first, Harry." He said, smiling at me.

"Now go get your family back, Haz." He said and pointed to the door of the bar, giving me a bro-hug.

I put the drink down, deciding that instead of sitting here and drowning myself in my own misery, I should go back to her and show her how much she means to me, Her and my little two girls.

From now on, these eyes will not be blinded by the lights. From now on, what's waiting till tomorrow starts tonight.

Let this promise in me start, like  an anthem in my heart.

From now on, I will be  a better man and a better father.

I ran out of the bar, running down the road and back to the place I've called home for the past four years of being married to my beautiful Hazel.

And the whole way there, I was chanting in my head the words that made my heart warm up and my heart rate speed up;

I will come back home, and I will come back home. Home, again.

A man learns who's there for him when the glitter fades and the walls won't hold, that's what I realised in the little amount of time I've had to be away from My wife and my Kids.

When I reached The door of the house I've awfully missed, I knocked and stood there frowning when a few seconds passed and no one opened the door. I knocked again, and again, and again. Until I began to lose hope that anyone would open the door.

But I whipped around almost instantly when I heard the lock and the door being opened slowly.

And when my eyes met hers, I swear the emptiness in my heart started filling up with the amount of love I hold for her and for  a second there, my lips curled into a smile.

I will come back home, and I will come back home. Home, again.

"You came back?" Was the First thing that she said to me, However it sounded like she wasn't even sure I was standing right in front of her.

"I'm so sorry, Baby." I cried, going straight for a hug. As I embraced her, I realised how much I missed holding her so close to me. I nuzzled my face in her neck, breathing in her intoxicating scent and smiling at the familiar feeling of Happiness that filled my entire being.

This is Home.

Home isn't the huge mansion I managed to buy us, or the Office I work in, Or in the Bar.

Home, Infact, is in The arms of the person you love with every tiny inch of your body. Home is my wife, my family. Her.

"You stopped caring.." she sobbed into my Chest, holding me tighter for more comfort. I Cried into her shoulder, my heart breaking at the thought of her thinking I didn't care anymore.

"I would never stop caring, Darling. I-" I wiped my tears and leaned back, looking at her lovingly. "I was blinded by the amount of money and attention I was getting that I forgot what came first. But-" I took a deep breath and rested my forehead on her's.

"-But when I stopped and I saw you there, I remembered who all this was for." I confessed, watching her trying to fight off a smile.

"Daddy!"

I immediately broke away from Hazel and crouched down, Holding my arms out for the little girls who were running down the stairs excitingly. They crashed straight in my arms, fisting my shirt in their little hands.

"We missed you so much, dad." They said in unison, Smiling up at me. I grinned at how adorable they were, kissing their little noses and hugging them tighter. I looked up at Hazel, motioning for her to come and join our little group hug.

She obliged, smiling brightly as I opened my arms my arms for her as well.

And as we embraced each other lovingly, I realised that this is what I want.

This is what I've always wanted but I never realised it until now.

So I softly sang as I held my family in my arms,

'It's everything you'll ever want

It's everything you'll ever need

And it's right here in front of you,

This is where you wanna be.'

From now on, This is my Home.

And No matter how far I get, I'll always come back Home.