All I need is Him.

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"I don't even know who you are anymore."

I Stood there, Stunned. Just like I've been for the passed thirty minutes. What He said to me hit me hard, but I knew that I couldn't blame him because I don't know Who I am anymore either. I feel like I just got carried away with the Fame that I was getting, and It took over me so suddenly that I don't even remember when I turned into this monster.

It's been like this for a Few months, that I know. Harry doesn't even Feel like I'm his Girlfriend anymore. He feels like we're so far yet so Close, and I understand why. I'm definitely not the Hazel that he fell in love with. And For a second I just stood there, Thinking about all The Harsh shit that I've said to him while all He was trying to tell me was that I've become this Selfish, Self-centered monster that Had an Ego too big to Give in into anything.

Who am I Now that My arm is gone? He can't leave me. He's all I had and all I have right now. He gave me something that I didn't know I needed, and If he leaves I don't know what I'll do.

Who am I? Now that my Love is gone? Nothing. I'm nothing without him. He gives me Faith and hope in Life. What The Fu.ck did I do? I'm such an Idiot. I felt like a Fu.cking dumbass as Flashes of Different memories appeared in my mind, making me want to die already.

~

"Hazel, please stop. I didn't mean it that way." Harry sighed, Unlocking the car as different paparazzi and Fans crowded around us, suffocating me. I scowled at him, stopping in the middle of the street, letting the paparazzi squeeze around us even more.

"No you Fu.cking asshole! How can you call me a whore in front of my Boss.-" I paused while ranting, looking around at the cameras Flashing around us. "-Yes please, Video him! Make the whole world know how much of a self centered Jerk he is." I Yelled out loud. Harry Gasped next to me, Taking my arm and dragging me inside the Car.

After he closed and locked the car, He turned to me, His eyes Darker than usual and his Face held an angry Frown.

"What the Fu.ck, Hazel?" He Hissed. I shrugged, opening my phone and smirking at him.

"Should've thought before calling me a whore." I Smiled sarcastically at him.

"I never called you a Whore for fu.cks sake! It was a compliment! I said that you get quiet get a good amount of guys when he told me that you're a beautiful young lady and that I'm lucky. What you did out there was not okay, Hazel!" He yelled in my face, putting his head in his hands.

"Don't give a shit, I made my point."

~

"Hazel, Is that a tattoo? What the Fu.ck?" Harry snapped at me as He watched me change. I smirked, tracing my hands down the Huge tattoo I got on my back and the medium sized one on my breasts.

"Yup." I answered, pulling down my bra a little to show him the other one. "I got two, aren't they amazing?" I smiled enthusiastically at him. He frowned, eyeing me up.

"Are you Crazy? You let a stranger tattoo your breasts and you got a huge ass meaningless tattoo on your back?" He snapped, pointing an accusing finger at me.

"God, you're such a noob. Live a little, Harry." I rolled my eyes. I put on my tanktop, and turned to look at him with a smirk.

"What the Fu.ck has gotten into you Hazel?" He yelled, His face going red with anger.

"Nothing, Just got bored of being with a noob and a party pooper so I decided to enjoy being young."

~

I Still stood there, recalling each memory just Like watching mine and Harrys story in my own head. And Just as I was thinking, I thought, what the Fu.ck am I doing here?, I should be out there trying to get back my love.

And just like that, I took off. I opened the door that He just stormed off through and slammed it shut as I speed off outside, looking around for him. I took a deep breath, smiling as I thought That I want to start again, open a whole new chapter, a Whole new book.

I knew that I had it in me, because I did have a good heart once but The world changed it. And I can assure myself that I will give no one the chance to ruin my new Chapter again.

"Harry!" I yelled out, Running off on the street. In the Far distance, I could see a Beach. And just like that I knew that he went there, knowing that he loves having peace when he's angry and what's more peaceful than a beach?

And as I stood behind Him, I realised that from now on I'm a new person and I will have to prove it to him. I need to make the best of today, because yesterday is dead and gone and me along with it.

"Harry." I whispered, putting my hand on his shoulder.

"Leave me alone." He said, His voice cracking, My heart following right after. "Oh, baby." I cooed, Rubbing his back softly.

"I'm sorry, Harry. So, so sorry." I Cried, Embracing him into a huge hug. He Whimpered, Crying into my shoulder.

"What did I do wrong, Hazel?" He asked me, sniffing. And My heart dropped asI held him in my arms. "Nothing, Harry. It was my Fault." I  Said, Shaking my Head.

And As we sat there, Holding each other, I Realised that this is what I wanted. A Happy relationship with the person that I'm in love with.

And Again,

Fu.ck the Fame, All I need is Him.

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