"Liam I don't know what to do. I'm really gone for him."
I was sitting in Liam and Zayn's flat confiding in my best friends for help. I had come to the realization that I was in love with Harry Styles. We have been dating for just over a month, and it really only took me two weeks to fall for him.
"Then tell him that. Don't isolate yourself Lou just because you're scared of getting hurt. We know how you get and if you start distancing yourself away from him only bad things will happen."
Liam looked over at me with a stern look. He knows me. He knows that once I start fully accepting someone in my life and then realizing it, I run.
"When should I tell him? How should I tell him? I mean there are so many factors and what if he doesn't love me back, and I ruin everything, and-"
Zayn cut me off "Tommo stop over thinking it. And trust me he definitely loves you too. Whenever you guys are together he has hearts in his eyes and can't stop smiling like an idiot."
I laughed because that's just how Harry is to me. He's an idiot with horrible jokes, and curly hair, and eyes that light up with excitement from the simplest things. "I don't want to mess it up..." It came out as whisper and I looked at the ground as Zayn spoke again.
"Don't worry about it Lou... Harry might say it first as he's been bugging Niall about it for the past week. Niall said he's never seen Harry like this."
I looked up at them and Liam was chuckling as Zayn was laughing. I couldn't help but wonder "You've been hanging out with Niall?"
"Well, yeah. You and Harry are constantly together so we like to go to the pub and hang with Niall for a bit. By the way I've been meaning to ask this... Have you and Harry... Ya know?"
"Uhm well no, not yet. Few hand jobs and blowjobs, but uh no... So... Anyway, Niall said Harry loves me? Like loves me, or just really likes me, or I'm just an easy shag-"
Liam cut me off laughing at my hysterics as he clapped me on the back "Lou you need to stop over thinking everything. Harry really likes you, so you should just let everything fall into place."
I'm so grateful to have friends like these guys. They always know what to say without me having a breakdown. "Thanks guys" I offered them both a hug and left their flat with a smile on my face.
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Music and Lyrics (Larry Stylinson)
FanfictionLouis composes and Harry records. Neither of them is very good at expressing how they feel but what will happen when these two worlds collide? Will the reveal of Louis' secret push them apart or will it all go up in smoke as something else could sep...
