You Matter⇾Viktor X Yuuri // Yoi Fanfiction

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How long has it been? Sweat trickles down from the side of his face, he can feel his hair thick of the stuff.

He was laying on his left side, vision still blinded, hands still bound. They felt numb now. Maybe his blood stopped circulating beyond his wrists.

Yuuri could no longer tell up from down, everything was dark and all he could do was endure it. There was no escape, he wasn't even sure if there was anyone watching him.  His body starts trembling. His nose was stuffed, his body sore, his throat felt so, so dry. The world began spinning again. Ever since Minami was taken out of the room, no one has come back. The only thing Yuuri was able to tell, was it's been days. He chuckles lightly, tears staining the cloth over his eyes again. "D...ays." He mumbles through the cloth tied loosely around his mouth. It was the first thing he's said in a while... he wishes he had kept his mouth shut. The small male can feel how dry his mouth actually was. How little he'd eaten, how his pant leg was drenched in something he tried so hard to keep from doing. He'd never been this vulnerable before. 

Not even with Jin?

He begins trying to hold back, don't cry. 
Yuuri needed to save whatever he could in case someone did happen to come back. He couldn't die yet, not when he was with Viktor. Not when Viktor would never forgive himself for his death. Not when Yuuri had that weight on him. He couldn't let Viktor suffer because he was weak...again.

If he was even alive. 

Dammit... dammit!...

Tears end up escaping anyway. All he'd been doing was crying at this point. The slow feeling of his sanity slipping eats at his mind. Being able to tell how his life was also slowly approaching its end.

 Not...yet. I can't die yet. 

'I've got to get stronger if I want to skate on the same ice as Viktor one day.''I've always ignored you because I didn't want you to see my shortcomings.''Now I know what love is and I'm stronger for it!' 

His stomach churns painfully for the thousandth time today. "Yeah right... How am I supposed to get stronger? How am I supposed to skate- how am I supposed to do anything when—" His throat dries up completely and he's forced to close his mouth. This situation has nothing to do with skating. I'm just weak because I'm weak. All I've done was sit here for days praying anyone would help me. AS if mumbling through a cloth I can't untie is gonna get me anywhere right now.

Yuuri hiccups painfully. I'm sorry Viktor... but at this point, I'd rather actually just—

"Seems as though you think you've been forgotten." The raven head freezes. The voice was loud, it snapped him into reality. From...Behind? How long...

"...He's doing it on purpose you know." He can hear footsteps, small, pattering slowly against the concrete. "C'mon, I've gotten get you cleaned up now... I- I don't know what'll happen next though." That...voice. 

"Y...yur...Yurio—?" Yuuri coughs painfully, his chest lagging with each time he breathes out again. His body's lifted off the floor until he's sitting up. The sound of chains moving around echoes off the walls. His arms fall lifelessly to his sides. "Ca—" 

"Listen." The teen starts, sitting up the Japanese male and then moving to his face to untie the cloth over his eyes and mouth. "I know. I'm sorry, there's nothing I can even... There are kinda a lot of people here, so don't ask me why I haven't escaped yet. And... I was told to help you 'get ready'... so... so let's just get ready, okay? There's nothing to discuss, there's nothing I can say, but... But I'm sorry." The small teen begins, and yet, Yuuri still had no idea what he was talking about.