I Do (One Direction Fanfiction ) #2

Lovers to Friends, Flames to ashes

Belle P.O.V

"Nialler! Stop!" I giggled as Niall pinned me on our bed, tickling me until it felt like I was going to wet my pants

"Nope, not gunna happen Princess. I'm gunna tickle you till you wet the bed and then some"

"You wouldn't dare!" He stopped tickling me as the air became charged with sexual tension. I looked into his clear blue eyes so grateful that I would be able to. He was my forever. I bit my lip and looked at Niall from beneath my lashes

"You know that turns me on Belle,don't start something you don't intend to finish" He pushed his growing arousal into my stomach making me moan. I moved my hand down just as the phone rang, startling Duncan out of his sleep.

" I'll get Duncan, you answer the phone.It will probably be Liam again, apologising"

"Kay" I moved off the bed and walked towards the phone but not before I pinched Niall's arse.

"You bloody cheeky minx!" He called out after me. I pretended not to hear him as I reached for the phone still smiling

"Hello?"

"Did I interrupt something?" Natasha's voice startled me, causing me to lose the grip I had on the phone

"No, no Tash. How are you doing honey?" I asked desperately wanting to hear the answer.Louis had come over a few times just needing someone to talk to and from what I heard Tash was in rough shape.

"I'm doing....well lets just say 4 out of 7 days I don't think about killing myself"

"Tash, that's-" I was too choked up to answer

"That's kinda why I was calling, I was wondering if you could come to a Therapists office with me later today? At about 3pm?I just....I have to give a try..you know"

"Of course sweetie, anything you want, does Louis-"

"Please don't tell him, I just-" She let out a frustrated sigh that was more a sob " I don't think I'm strong enough to do this on my own anymore"

" We are all hear for you honey. We love you so much, my heart broke along with yours with what happened"

"I know it's just I've only ever had Louis and the times he wasnt there I-" She stopped, becoming to emotional to continue " Anyway Im sorry I ruined your album release"

"You didn't ruin anything, my album is number one on Itunes and Simon was talking to me about a tour later this year, after the wedding of course"

"When is the big day again? I forget" A hint a teasing was in her voice, encouraging me that Natasha would get through this

"Well Duncan's birthday is two weeks away so it's about..ahhhh six months away"

"Hopefully everything will be sorted by then"

"Yeah...and Tash?"

"Yeah?" I was about to say something about Liam but paused deciding to keep my mouth shit. Natasha was struggling, I didn't want to put anymore stress on her.

"We love you okay? And Duncan wants to know when his favourite Godmother is coming over"

" Tell him soon, okay? Bye Belle"

"Bye Tash, see you at 3pm" I hung up the phone and before I knew it I was leaning against Duncan's doorframe watching Niall slowly rock him back to sleep

"How did it go?" He whispered still rocking our son

"It wasnt Liam, it was Tash" He placed Duncan back into his cot carefully tucking him in. He moved through the door way and I moved with him shutting the door quietly. Still gripping my hand Niall lead me to the lounge room pulling me with him as he sat on the sofa. I snuggled into him. Whenever I was stressed or sad Niall would do this, just holding me and giving me the stength of his love. Some days I wondered how things would have turned out if I had never moved from Australia, never met Niall.It wasn't something I liked to dwell upon often but it reminded me to be thankful for what I had and reminded me how lucky I was.