My 2nd Life with O2L (Kian Lawley)

Hi!!

Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been on vacation and there a lot of drama going on rn.

My "best friend" likes or "used to like", as she says, the guy that I like.

I've known him since I was 6 years old and she just started talking to him in February.

Anyways she's pissing me off because we used to have a group convo with the three of us and he used to flirt with me in a private conversation. we'll now neither of them talk in the group or to me unless they need something. now he is flirting with her and using her to get his first kiss.

We'll I went to go take cake to my best friends house and of course her mom answered the door and said she just left to go to the pool.

Just like they do almost every week. Im never invited to go along and they never text me anymore. I feel really fucking alone because they were my closest friends and now they're both leaving me out of everything wether they mean it or not.

People always ask why I don't trust easy, or talk to a lot of people, or smile as much as I used to.

To be honest it's because this past year really fucking sucked because I found out that a lot of my friends actually didn't like me and thought I was annoying. I hated middle school and I'm so ready for a new start. my high school friends are ten times better than the ones I had.

But anyways I love you guys lots and thanks for getting me so many reads and votes and not pissing me off💕😘

Love you😘

Clista✌️