After College (Vixie & Chris Powell)

/10/ Mistake?

Vixie's P.O.V.

"Woah, he really said that?" I asked Dylan, blushing.

"Yeah....and" he hesitated before continuing.

"Yes?" I asked.

"He has my approval. I forgive him. You're pretty lucky, sis." he said to me, smiling.

"Hmm..." I thought about Chris.

"Do you still love him?" he asked me, straight to the point.

"I-I don't know....." I replied, unsure.

"Well, to me, it seems like you still do." he said to me.

"What makes you say that?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.

"If you don't have any feelings for him anymore, you would've turned him away and ignored him. Yet, you gave him a chance." he said as he put his hand on my shoulder.

"But of course, that's just my point of view. Only you can define and describe what you really feel," he added.

I was thinking about what Dylan said. Maybe he's right. I would've just ignored Chris, but I didn't. I gave him a chance. It's just that........ when I look into his blue eyes, I can't feel any hate towards him, that's why I look down when I'm talking to Chris. When I look at his eyes, it all comes back. Our good and bad times. Our jokes. The times where he comforted me when I had problems. When he would say I love you to me. But.......I don't even know what I'm gonna do. Am I doing the right thing if I let him come back into my life again? Am I doing the right if I don't? Neither of my options sounded right to me. But... is it worth it?

I remembered Vasquez telling me that when I make my own choices, I'll ask myself someday, what could've happened if I atleast tried to choose the other one. Live my life.

And of course, I remember James telling me that, life is too short to hold grudges.

Crap, I'm just convincing myself to let Chris come back into my life again. Why am I even deciding?

I already know the truth. I love Christopher Powell.

No one heard that...right? Thank goodness, yes.

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Just as I was gonna go to Zack's place cause that's where Chris is staying, I see Chris and another girl alone in an alleyway. Of course, me being myself, I decided to spy on them.

"You know you're handsome, right?" the stupid girl asked. Wait, that's Alexis!

Alexis was one of my greatest enemy's friend, Cassandra. She was just like her but Alexis was really a flirt. Unlike, Cassandra who always focused on studying to beat me in class, but she was a flirt, too. The real question is, why is she with Chris? Chris already met Cassandra, but not Alexis. Actually, I never told Chris about Alexis, 'cause...who cares? Savage.

"Oh, uh, thanks? I guess..." Chris said to the girl.

Suddenly, Alexis forcefully kissed Chris. Chris was trying pull away but the girl pushed him against the wall aggressively. The hell? Alexis is stronger than him? Idiot, use your muscles. Alexis stopped and walked away. Chris just stood there, speechless.

I was too mad, so I walked away fast and I went back to my apartment.

I wasn't mad because I was jealous, although, I'll admit, I am jealous. But I was mostly mad cause Chris didn't do anything. Did he want to be kissed by her? What was he thinking? I can't have a boyfriend who can't even push a girl that's kissing him. Aggressively and intentionally. You know what? Forget about my feelings for Chris, I'm just fooling myself.

I didn't go to the studio and Dylan and the others understood me when I told them why. Dylan wanted to stay with me, but I told him no and I also told him I'll be fine. I stayed in my apartment, drinking red wine.
Kidding. I just drank soda cause I don't wanna get drunk or knock myself out. I had many messages from Chris, but I just ignored it. It keeps beeping and beeping so I decided to read his texts.

From Chris❤:
(first message) Hey. Just wanted to check on you, you okay?

(2nd message) Hello? Where are you? I went to the studio to visit you but weren't there. I asked Drake where you were but he just said I should ask you.

(3rd message) Vixie? Are you at your apartment? Do you want me to come over? If you have problems just ask me, okay? I'll always be here to listen to you and help you.

(4th message) Why is Dylan mad at me? He said you were mad at me, too. Is it true? Why?

(5th message) Vixie, please answer me.... Are you okay? What happened? Did something bad had happened to you?! Vixie, pls.

(6th message) Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? Did I piss you off in some way? If I did, I'm sorry. But please, just respond to me to let me know that you're not hurt. I wouldn't handle it, if something bad have happened to you. Please tell me you're okay? If you're mad at me, please tell me why? I can't stand you being mad at me and me, not knowing the reason. I love you.

The last message made me real mad at first, but I softened up when I read the bottom.

What is this boy doing to me?😥
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