Better than me

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Smarter,more beautiful,good looking,funny.To sum up.She's everything that I'm not.How could I tell anybody to look at me instead of glaring at her.How could I tell him to choose to be friends with me instead of being friends with her.I wouldn't choose myself.So why would he choose me?
I'm almost invisible,a bit fat ,green eyes ,brown to blonde hair.Always trying to make myself uderstood,never working it out.
So,what should I do?
I'm not special,I hate shoping,I don't cry for going out for parties.I'm always smiling to hide my tears,and this might be the reason for those people who have told me I was acting childish.
I love animals and books.She loves music and clubs and drinks.
I cannot compare myself to her without being ashamed of who I am.
Maybe here is the key.Maybe you don't have to compare yourself and your abilities to anyone else's.
More than hard when you have an inferiority complex as I have.
But this is not a good reason for being stuck up.
I tried and i succeded .I opened myself to a trustfull person.He knows me beter than my mom does. But this is not the subject.This is not only about me.It's aboul all of you.
So if you've got a good advice,don't keep it for yourself cause it might represent the key of hapiness for someone else.Write it down and let the world know that you are a person from who we can learn a lot .In here there are no judgements done.
See ya next time
:D

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