Aaron will understand. I am sure he will. He will understand why it was so important for me to go with jason. He will understand that Jason and I had to talk someday or the other.
Fuck.
Who am I even kidding?
It's not Aaron I'm trying to convince.
It's myself
Ofcourse I did the right thing. If I wouldn't go with him he just would've done something more stupid.
You too did stupid. My inner conscious said.
No I didn't.
You just ruined your date with a guy you like because of your ex. And that ex happened to be trying to destroy that guy's life. Still you went with the ex.
It was circumstantial.
Or maybe you still have feelings for Jason.
Do I?
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I stepped out of the cab. The ferrari was parked right at its spot. So that meant Aaron was inside. He was waiting for me. I wish at that moment I could be invisible. Though Aaron is a great person he still is a boy after all. I'll hate it too if someone ditched a date because of an ex. I can't blame him if he is just waiting to scream at me. I guess I'll just have to go in and face him. I really wish I was invisible.
I stepped in. John was there to open the door for me.
"Good evening Miss. Bloom" he greeted me
"Goodevening John. Have you seen Aaron? " I asked
"Mr. Dezz is in Mr. Blooms room." He informed me.
Okay so Aaron is with Sam. Great, that makes it tougher.
I went to sam's room.
"Sam can I steal Aaron for a minute?"
They both looked at me.
"Ya. After all he's your date." Sam laughed.
Okay so Aaron didn't tell Sam anything. I wonder what excuse he used. I was liking him more now.
We both went to the study.
"I am so sorry Aaron. I ruined our date." I said looking at the floor
"You didn't." I heard his voice.
"I did. I messed up. I just ditched you." I said
"I think you'd be the last person to ditch me." He said so smoothly
"What do you mean?" I wanted to know
"Cheryl. What happened today was nothing. Though I do admit that I didn't like you going with Jason. But hey it was the right thing to do." He was holding my hand now.
"How do you do it?" I asked
"Do what?" He was confused.
"Make me feel better." I confessed
"I just want to treat you better." He said.
"Than he can?" I asked
"Than anyone can." He completed
Was this happening for real?
Every word that came from his mouth made me feel happier. I felt like he cared. I won't lie some part of me was still in live with Jason.
But a bigger,so much bigger part of me was yelling at me that Aaron is the one.
"Can I quote from Shawn Mendes again with a little change?" I asked
"Feel free" he smiled
"You stop time for me."
"Cheryl. Maybe you won't believe me but I have to tell you that I think I'm falling in love with you.'
He said it.
And that's when I realised what I have to stop him. Jason almost fired aaron's mom just because I went on a date with him. If he finds out that we both have feelings for each other he could do terrible things to Aaron. He had the power. He could seriously hurt Aaron. And I could not let that happen.
I wanted to tell Aaron that I too had feelings for him.
But that would make things worse.
"Aaron you have to go. I don't want to drag you into all this. You're too good for it." I tried to think of words that could make him understand what I meant.
"Care to explain?" He looked hurt
"You're such a nice boy. But we're not right for each other." I was being diplomatic
"Are you worried about the fact I won't be able to give you all?" He was confused
I had to tell him something or the other.
"Yes I think so. You are too good. You won't be able to satisfy my wild side."
What was I even saying. I must be sounding like an idiot right now.
He was smirking.
Why was he smirking?
And why does he look so hot when he smirks?
And then he said something that gave me chills I could never imagine of.
"Just because I'm a gentleman doesn't mean I ain't taking you to bed."
He smirked. Again.
A moment exchanged between eyes again.
And then he kissed me.
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Fanfiction"You ready" he whispered in my ears. He was licking my earlobe. "Hmmm" I didn't know what was happening. He started undressing me. . . . . . "Finally. Now you are mine." He smiled.
