Still nothing from UPS. I called my supervisor and left a message, hopefully i get one back. I couldnt go job searching as the wind today was so horrible by me it was at 45 mph gusts all day. And trust me riding a bike for that long is hoooorrrriiibbllleeeeeeeeee
But i did it so i can advance. Ive been stationary for too long. Also after i publish this, ill do a whole back story on my life. It Will be published tonight hopefully, if not early tomorrow morning.
I had a long fight with my brother from another mother/roomate/best friend about stupid shit that lasted alnost 3 fucking hours. Oh it left me pissed. I couldnt talk with her this morning because of it. Thank god as soon as she called he passed out smh. But its okay. Because i need to advance. I need to be better. I had a thought that maybe the 13th shouldve happened.. Maybe everything would be better for everyone. But thats a horrible way of thinking and i banished the thought out of my mind instantly. But i will tell it to the most important people in my life. Ive only told it to 2 persons. I screamed it as a 'leave me alone or else' to another. And i let the love of my life know so she wasnt left out of any info. I want to keep her up to date about whats going on. Or atleast try to.
Good news is i rode my bike 4 miles today... To get food hahah. I cleaned the garage, living room, kitchen, bathroon, did the dishes, took a shower, swept the kitchen and garage, did i mention i took a shower? Heheh
Bad news is i cant eat all that food i got.. It got me sick. Never eating there again. And as soon as i rested in the house i collapsed and had an asthma attack.. That was fun... Hurt like a bitch and oh god im still so fucking weak. But theres still things to do and they need to be done within the hour.
I finished Naruto NS4 on ps4 in 4 hours. It took an extra hour cuz i paused it to get yelled at by my roomate. My anxiety isnt as high, my depression isnt as demanding, but im not gonns lie i do feel a bit lonely. A bit sick because i miss her so much. Shes my shining star in my darkness and the darkness is slowly consuming the fading light while shes away. I cant thank you enough though for your existence. Ily.
You so
Fuckin
Precious
When you
💖Smiilee💖
Hit it
From the
Back n
Drive you...
😍💞Wild💞😍
Im so
Fuckin
Happy
Youre a..
💖💘💞(;' Liivee ';) 💞💘💖
I love you my sweet little princess 👸
Xoxoxoxoxoxox
Yours truly
Tyler Peerenboom
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My Diary
Non-FictionThis is my Diary. I've never had one but someone gives me so much inspiration that I thought I'd try it.
