Just a Little Insane (Nagito x Reader) *Discontinued*

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"(Y/N)...? Are you ok...?" He asked. You slowly moved your hands up to his shoulders and said...

"Nagito... No one deserves that, what you've been through and... It's just..." You pulled him into a tight loving embrace, tears threatening to spill out.

"It's just... I just..." You were trying to process all of his past. Everything he's been through. He should be dead kept playing over and over in your head. His past was so... despair filled. You hadn't noticed, but you started shaking.

"(Y/N)? A-Are you ok..? You're shaking..." He said, hugging you a bit tighter, nuzzling into the crevice of you neck. That's when you lost it. You couldn't bare knowing his past... You hugged him even tighter.

"NAGTIO!!!" You screamed as the tears instantly pored down your cheeks like waterfalls. "HOW HAVE... YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH... HOW ARE... YOU SHOULD BE...!" You just kept screaming whatever words came out of your mouth, not forming any sentences. You lost it.

"(Y/N)!" Nagito yelled, pulling you away so he could look you in the eyes. You looked at him through your tear filled eyes. You couldn't see him very well since your vision was blurred, but you could tell shock was all over his face.

"W-W-What?!" You asked through heavy sobs. He sighed as he pulled you back into the embrace, petting the back of your head as you shakily hugged him tight.

"I think you're in more pain than me right now. I've been through it all, in time, learning to live with what was given to me, but you... you've had to hear it all at once, making it impossible to completely process. I'm sorry..." You shook your head.

"I... I'm fine!" You said through your sobs. "Y-You don't d-deserve... a-any of that... you... your whole life... I'm..." You hugged him tighter. "I-I'm all you have... I-I'll never... I'll n-never leave you... I'll always be by your side... E-Everyone needs someone..." He should be dead...

You moved back to see him. He brought his hand up and wiped away your tears as they continued to fall. You put your forehead on his as you continued to shake, closing your eyes. You loosely wrapped your hands around his bare torso as he did the same to you.

"Hey..." He said "It's ok. I have you now, the shining star of hope I've been looking for. My past doesn't matter anymore, it's history. The future, our future, is all that matters now. Let's take it one day at a time, and cherish every moment we have together, ok?"

"H-How can you be so calm about it..?"

"I've learned to just accept it. Like I said, the past doesn't matter anymore, it's just us now. Us against the world."

"There's... There's just one thing s-still bugging me..." You moved back, looking him in the eyes again.

"And what's that my hope?"

"You..." you struggled trying to say it "Y-You... You should.. be.... dead..." You said, moving your hands up to wrap around his neck. "I-If you should be dead... H-How much time is... is left...?" He opened his eyes wide in shock as your tears came quicker once again. You hung your head, waiting for an answer.

"(Y-Y/N)..."

"WELL?! HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL YOU LEAVE ME!!"

"I... I don't know..."

"SO ONE DAY IM JUST GONNA WAKE UP, AND YOU WONT?! OR WE'LL BE WALKING TO SCHOOL, AND YOU'LL JUST FALL OVER DEAD?! BE IN CLASS, AND YOU FALL OUT OF YOUR DESK?!" You started breathing heavy, bringing your hands to his shoulders, squeezing them. "ONE DAY—"

"(Y/N)!" He cut you off, moving his hand to your chin, making you look at him, and kissed you, passionately and lovingly. You kissed back, tears streaming down your cheeks. He pulled back as your breathing returned to normal. He put his hand on your face, stroking your cheek with his thumb, putting your foreheads together.

"I don't know how much time I have left. Could be tomorrow, could be years from now. All I know is that we have each other, and that's enough to keep me going for centuries. Even if I die, I'll always be with you. Our love is stronger than death. Ok?" You nodded, kissing him again. You brought him down to the floor this time, straddling him.

You licked his lips, asking for entry. He gladly opened, letting you in. Your tongues danced with each other, the world around you fading away. It was just you two, forever.

After a while, he gently pushed you away, a trail of your mixed saliva connecting you as you gasped for air. He sat you both back up taking your hands in his.

"We've only known each other for a day, I know, but you're... special. I've never had... anyone... before..."

"You have me now, Ko. I'll never leave you. We may be going quick, maybe a bit too quick... but that's just what makes us special..." You both smiled as Ibuki came back in.

"Ibuki is hungryyyyyy!" She said as you looked at her. She saw the tear stains on your face and went to sit down next to you. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine now... I think..." You let go of Nagito's hands and hugged Ibuki. "I know we only met yesterday, but thank you for being such a great friend..." She smiled, hugging back.

"Ibuki is glad to have you as a friend too..."

You pulled apart and you all stood up. You handed Nagito his shirt, vest, tie, and jacket as you turned to Ibuki, who was fully dressed in her uniform and brushed hair.

You picked up your bag as you turned around to see Nagito still holding his stuff. You tilted your head in confusion as he set it back down on the couch.

"Can you hand me my clean uniform from the bag?" He smiled. You giggled awkwardly as you took it out and handed it to him, along with his other stuff. "Thanks!" He said as he turned to head towards Ibuki's bathroom.

Ibuki showed you to her room and closed the door, letting you get changed in peace. The walls were lined with posters of many different bands, all of them being rock, punk, or metal. Her room itself was a mess. A pile of dirty clothes, bras strung from the ceiling like streamers, a specific pile of panties in the corner next to the dresser and bed.

Her bed was in the center with her dresser on the wall to the left, piled in papers and makeup. On the wall right of the bed was a desk with a computer, being littered with bags of chips. Half-empty, balled up, full, everything. In the corner next to the desk had an amp with a guitar, a couple speakers, a microphone, and a few other instruments in a box, along with a lot of wires.

I opened my bag and began to get dressed. When I finished, I quickly left, careful not to touch anything to disrupt the strange aura of the room.

When you came back out, Nagito and Ibuki were sitting on the love seat waiting for you, both of them on their phones. You wrapped your arms around Nagito from behind and nestled into his hair. He giggled as he looked towards Ibuki.

"Ready to go?" He asked.

"Ibuki was born ready!" She stated as she jumped up, running to the door. Ko quickly threw his stuff into the bag as you both quickly followed, hand-in-hand.