warning ( character death, and self harm, and self harm)
Alex POV-
I glanced around worried until I saw dani and a beautiful phoenix burst out of the water. I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding, as I flew behind dani getting ready to scare her when her phoenix lunged at me. Dani swore loudly in french and grabs the phoenix the the leg and says loudly.
" Cinder you do NOT attack my friends, so now behave yourself"
Cinder squawked and sat on my head, and fell asleep in the mess that i call my hair. My name is Alexander ' whats a hairbrush' Hamilton. I chuckle to myself at the thought. Dani eyes me and dove under the water again, but this time dragged me down with her. I took a shocked breath and accepted the fact that wader was about to flood into his lungs, but it never happened. I tried again and I was surprised. As I watched cinder and Danielle play tag i felt a rag covered hand go around my mouth, and i shook and screamed, but Danielle was to far away to hear. I stopped struggling, and the last thing I saw was Dani smiling.
Jefferson POV-
As I got my wild child hair to look semi calm, i looked in the mirror in disgust, as the voices in my head raged and screamed.
CUT
DIE
WORTHLESS
HATED
KILL YOURSELF
I took the blade out of my razor, and traced my skin, and when i put the blade down, i had about 25 new cuts. I cleaned them out, and wrapped them in bandages. I walked out into my room, and looked at my purple,and magenta filled closet, and grabbed a pair of black jeans, and a darker purple sweatshirt. I got myself dressed as I whimpered from the fresh cuts bleeding, i reached down to grab my shoes DAMMIT, I felt my semi healed cuts burst open and start bleeding, I allowed a tear to slide down my face before I forced myself to stop crying.
WORTHLESS
WEAK
DIE
UNLOVED
CUT
DROWN
DIE
DIE
DIE
I started crying as the voices got louder and yelled more and more. I curled up into a ball and cried for hours on end. When I finally got up, I made myself go outside and run my 1 mile for the day.
A/N
so most stories that i've read with Hamilton and Jefferson, has my boi Alexander cutting himself, but I felt like going outside the box for today! PLEASE DON'T HATE ME, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
word count- 440
( JAMILTON JAMILTON LAMS JAMILTON LAMS LAMS)
