"Physically , I'm not alone. But mentally, no ones in sight. I don't know what to feel. Kinda lost, Lost in my own thoughts. Sometimes the worst place you can be is in your own head. I keep everything in. I never tell anyone how I feel. Everyone thi...
If I knew what safety looked like, I would have spent less time falling into arms that were not.
SHAY
"Fuck off, mum." I say, storming out my house.
My bratty mother is trying to get me to do homework. Fuck no. Meet me, Shay.
I'm basically known as the bad girl in school. Trouble, cigarettes and cursing. Yep. But I do, do normal teenage things.
Most people think I'm 20 or something, but no, I'm 17.
I don't drink, but I do smoke. Only like 2 a day though.
People in school don't go near me, except my boyfriend, Jordan. He's an asshole sometimes, But he's hopelessly in love with me. Like I am for him.
Anyway, my father passed away when I was 13, who am I kidding, he fucking killed himself in my room.
Walked in and boom, he hung himself.
I started getting into trouble at age 14, skipping class and shit. But, everyone's used to it.
I make my money by dancing and drawing.
I'm extremely flexible and have amazing hip hop skills.
Drawing is my go to, people think I don't have feelings. But, I mostly cry myself to sleep at night. I rarely sleep at my house. Either in the woods or in my car. Or at my boyfriends house.
—
"Hey babe." Jordan greets me. I went to his house.
"Oh my god, my mums being an asshole. I fucking give up on her." I say storming in.
"It's okay, leave her. She'll get over it." He laughs.
"Watcha wanna do?" I ask.
"Hmm, how about you give daddy a little show?" He whispers, getting on top of me. "Before school tomorrow."
We start to make out, he's leaning on top of me, between my legs.
He sucks my neck, searching for my sweet spot. Finally, he finds it. I bite my mouth together, as he leaves red and purple marks across my collarbone.
He picks me up, taking me to his room.
You can guess what happened after that.
— The Next Day
"Baby girl wake up." He taps me.
I squint my eyes open, "morning." I get out of bed, going to his kitchen.
7:38am. Shit, I've got 22 minutes.
I run to my house, shouting bye to Jordan.
I walk in, seeing my mother.
"Sorry mum, had to get away." I say before running to my room. I do my makeup fast, then i change my outfit.
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I run downstairs, grabbing an apple.
Babee👅🖤 is calling.
I answer, "Hey sorry for running out, hadda get ready. Where are you?" I ask.
"It's okay. I'm outside yours, come here bbg." He says.
"Okay babe, wait there." I say, feeling him smirk through the phone.
"Bye mum." I say, running to Jordan.
"Let's go." He says.
We get into his Mercedes, driving to school.
—
We pull up, everyone looking at Jordan's new car.
Gasps are heard as we get out. People legit love us, I don't even know why. But they're scared of us. It's kinda funny.
We walk into school, hand in hand.
Did I forget to mention my best friend, Hannah. But, she's way more innocent than me. She wears blue a lot, does homework, respects her mother and doesn't have a boyfriend. But, she's the best.
"Hey baddy." She says, tapping my shoulder.
"Sup." I say.
"You know, 2 knew boys from NJ transferred here. They are famous on YouTube, 4 million subs." She says.
I raise my eyebrow, "and?"
"Nothing, just wanted you to know." She says.
I notice 3 people talking outside my locker.
"Dicks." I whisper, going up to them.
"Hey, move. That's my locker." I say.
"Why should we?" One boy cockily says.
"You shouldn't, Dolan. She's bad ass." Garret says to them.Garret's my friend, jock. Guess he's introducing them because they're the new kids.
"I suggest you do before I fucking ruin your social life." I snap. The move away, intimidated.
"Never touch my locker again." I hiss, before striding off.
I see one looking at me, staring almost.
I flip him off.
GRAYSON
"I suggest you do before I fucking ruin your social life." She snaps. Damn, that was hot.
Me and Ethan move away, she's actually intimidating. Fuck.
She brushes her locker off,
"Never touch my locker again." She hisses before striding off.
"Sorry kids, you tested her." Garret says.
"Who's she?" I ask.
"Shay Wills, baddest girl in LA." He stresses the word baddest.
I can't fall for her, "how bad?" I ask.
"Disrespectful to teachers, slamming tables in school. But surprisingly, she's nice when you're her friend. But she's also a trouble maker, she hates her mum and gets used by her boyfriend, Jordan. She thinks he's madly in love with her, but I know he's not. He's told me plenty of times that he only likes her for sex. She's blinded by him." Garret says.
I raise my eyebrows, "Shes fucking hot though." Ethan says.
"Yeah, but we don't want to get to know her, she's bad news." I lie, I actually want to get to know her.
"True."
"I gotta get to the office, Mr Chadwick, I think it is, asked me for a favour." Ethan says walking to the office.
"Don't tell Ethan but, what's her insta?" I ask grabbing my phone.
"ShayyWills_" He says. I follow her.
I see her look up from her phone, then to me.
She gives me dead eyes, then walks to her boyfriend I believe.
SHAY
GraysonDolan has followed you. I click on his profile, 6.6 million. Jeez Louise.
I accept it but don't follow him back.
I look at him, with dead eyes.
He looks at me.
I walk over to Jordan, holding his hand. I smirk at him. He rolls his eyes.
