Cold Blooded G.D

Her back story

When we first met, I had no idea you would be
so important to me.

GRAYSON

I give a look at Hannah, she nods, saying I should read it.

"Dear Bryan,

So, you're probably wondering why I'm writing this letter. The truth is, I can't be with you. You have hurt me too many times. Love is painful, I know. But our love is too painful. Honestly, I don't even think you love me anymore. You have constantly hit me, abused me, made me feel like a piece of shit. I was nothing but caring and loving to you, although you threw me deep into the pit.

I don't understand what made you so violent. You just suddenly did it. I told you everything, everything about my past. You know all of my secrets, all of my life. I trusted you for years, years Bryan! And you still didn't love me enough to keep this relationship going.

When I first met you, I thought you were the perfect one. And honestly, you were. I say were because now, you're nothing but a disgusting douchebag.

I wasted so much fucking time on you and you proved that you were not worth a second of it.

I told you that I loved you everyday! And you said you did back, but that was all lies. This relationship is gone, long gone.

I've stuck up with your shit for long enough.

Now Bryan, I need you to promise me something. When you read this, you will never speak anything of it.

I'm going to tell you everything about my life that you don't know, because I may never get it back;

When I was born, my father and mother loved me, so did my brother. I don't remember much about him. Anyway, I was my parents angel, the reason they were alive. But it went down hill when my father started drinking. He drank day after day. He would come home and abuse my mother. By the age of 4, my father was full on beating up my mother. And sometimes hitting me. I would watch them fight day and night. It was terrifying. We got through it though, and by 12, I was working for money. My father was smoking, drinking, doing drugs and whatever else.

When my brother was took by some people, it wrecked. Ryder was his name, and I'm never going to see him again. I fucking love him, so much. If you ever see him, tell him I love him. He was hit by my parents too, but he protected me. He's been gone for years now, he'll never come back.

It hurt, day after day to see my father come home and do the same thing. He constantly bring women home as well, it broke us apart. On my 13th birthday, I came home. I walked into my room, seeing something no child my age should ever see.

My dad was blue and purple in the face, hanging by a rope in the middle of my room. I cried for days, weeks, months. The kids in school bullied me, bad. I would get hit by them day after day. One day, I said enough was enough. I beat the shit out of my bully, sending him to hospital.

I got expelled for 4 weeks. When I came back, I continued to get bullied. I fought back, sending in total 67 kids to hospital within 4 months.

People knew me as a trouble causer, which isn't wrong. By 15, I was smoking, vaping, hitting people. Doing a bunch of shit. That's when I met you. You liked who I was but didn't act the same.

I would tell you everything that happened over text. When I finally met you, you changed. You excepted me even more. You would watch me hit teachers, hit kids who threatened me and nearly kill 3 kids.

It hurt as you got violent with me, but I was strong. I would hit you back, remember that one time I sent you to hospital, you lied saying it was someone else to not ruin your reputation.

When you would slit me in the night with glass, I would be awake everytime. When you touched me, I would tense up and try to movie. But I didn't want to end it because I fucking loved you Bryan, loved you.

Anyway, I hope you read this letter and I hope you fucking feel guilty.

I'll see you soon, because I'm going to end all the pain.

You're sincerely,

Shay Wills."

I felt a shiver go down my back,

They all looked at me.

"Oh my god." I hear Ryder say.

I look behind me, "how long have you been here?" I ask Ryder who's leaning against the door.

"The whole time, I was listening behind there." He points to the door he was leaning on.

He sits with us.

"What does she mean 'I'm going to end it all'?" I ask them.

Hannah and Garret looked down.

"Hannah?"

"She tried to end it Gray, she tried it. I saved her that day."

"What happened?"

"She took pill after pill, even drank nearly a whole bottle of bleach. She then went to the cliff, she was going to jump aswell. She told me that if the cliff jump didn't work, she would still die due to the bleach and pills.

I saw her when she went to the cliff, as she leant foreword, I ran after her. I grabbed her and pulled her back. She cried in my arms. I took her to the hospital. Somehow, she survived. She survived all the shit she did to her body.

After we got out of the hospital, she hit me. She yelled at me, telling me that I should've let her jump. But I kept with it, knowing she would loosen up. We had an instant connection after that. I never thought anything worse would happen." Hannah says.

Not even Garret knew that.

"I love you shay." A tear slips down my cheek.

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I'm finishing this book, I've lost interest in it so yeah. But I'm not going to make it shit for you, it's going to be good. Trust me.

Ily all

- Chanel xoxoxox