"Physically , I'm not alone. But mentally, no ones in sight. I don't know what to feel. Kinda lost, Lost in my own thoughts. Sometimes the worst place you can be is in your own head. I keep everything in. I never tell anyone how I feel. Everyone thi...
I continue to doodle in my book, drawing weird shit.
"And what's the answer to this question?" He points the ruler at me.
I shrug, looking back down.
"You know," he starts, "at the end of this ruler, there is a pathetic, ignorant idiot."
I raise my head, smirking. "Which side?"
The whole class laughs, "Double Detention for the rest of the week!" He yells.
"Yay! More time in school, I'm so excite- fuck you." I say, grabbing my bag walking out of the class room.
I hear laughter and oohhhhhs erupt from the room as I walk down the hallway.
I bump into someone, "watch where you're going douche." I say, standing up to see that Grayson kid.
"Sorry." He says.
I roll my eyes, and continue to walk.
"Wait!" He yells. I turn around, seeing him walking towards me.
"What?"
"Expect a message tonight." He smirks.
I chuckle, walking off.
—
"Hi honey, how was school?" My mum asks as a walk in.
"Bad." I mumble before going to my room.
Message from Unknown:
Unknown: heyy guess who Me: Grover Cleveland Unknown: fuck u, it's Grayson Me: lmao ik Gray: so you're probably wondering how I got ur number right? Me: Garret Gray: ur smart Me: you don't sayyy Gray: how long have u and Jordan been dating Me: 2 years y Gray: because he's using u Me: no he's not, bye. Gray: Wait Shay Gray: Shay please Gray: Shay I'm sorry Gray: text me Gray: answer ur calls Gray: I'm sorry shay. Read 3:38pm.
I get changed into a dance outfit,
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And go to my car,
"Time to dance." I say.
—
Midway through my routine, I see Grayson, Ethan and another boy walk in. (Routines the Video above, ik that's Mackenzie and she's with 2 other girls but let's just pretend it's just Mackenzie and Shay is Mackenzie.)
I finish the routine, getting claps from Grayson, Ethan and The other boy aswell as my mates.
I go to get a drink, seeing them walk up to me.
"Wow, didn't know you could dance." Grayson says.
I roll my eyes, still angry at him.
"Ethan right?" I ask the other twin.
"Yup."
"And this is?" I point to the other boy.
"This is Nate, he's our friend." Grayson says.
"Mkay." I say.
I hear Worth It by 5th Harmony come on, my song.
"Shit, gotta go." I say, lining up with 6other girls. I'm in the middle. We start to do the dance, the boys watching.
—
"Hey, can i talk to you?" Grayson asks me after we finish the dance.
"Fine."
GRAYSON
"I'm sorry for texting you that Jordan's using you. But, I want you to be careful. Garret told me that he says to him that he's using you for sex. He doesn't actually love you. I know you're hopelessly in love with him but please don't get yourself hurt." I say.
I care about her, a lot. And watching her dance, made me like her a lot as well.
She looks down, then to the side.
"Okay." She mumbles.
I look into her unique eyes (pic above aswell) amd they're filled with anger.
"What's wrong?"
"Garret has been told that and he's not telling me. I'm his best friend." She snaps.
She runs out.
SHAY
Garret that little fucknut.
I get into my car, driving to his house.
I finally arrive, knocking on his door.
"Hey Shay what's up?" He asks answering his door. I shove his against the wall, grabbing his collar.
"You piece of shit." I snap.
"W-what did I do?" He stutters, damn I do have a scary affect.
"So Jordan has been telling you he's using me for sex and he doesn't love me. Why didn't you tell me?" I snap.
Before he could reply, I bang him against the wall again.
"We're meant to be closer than anyone, why didn't you tell me?" I say, tearing up.
"Because! He fucking threatened me. 'If you tell A single soul what I just told you, you're dead. You know what I can do. You may be Shay's Best friend but I will end you.' Is what he told me. He's meant to be my closest friend aswell. He's being fake to me, no real friend says that." He says.
I let go, Garret falling to the floor.
"SHAY! WHATEVER YOURE DOING STOP!" I hear Ethan, Grayson and Nate at the door, banging repeatedly.
I go and sit on the sofa, calculating every word that I just heard.
"That little faggot!" I yell as Garret let the boys in. I start walking around the kitchen, they boys trying to talk to me.
"Shut the fuck up a minute." I hiss as they back away.
I gave Jordan everything, I even gave him something I can't give back. My virginity.
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2nd chapter:)
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