Everything I've told you is a lie. I'm not happy. I'm not okay.
You being happy makes me envy you.
You having friends makes me hate you. I'm jealous.
I just want to be happy.
I have nothing to look forward to.
I push everyone away. I don't even realize it.
I Hate the life I've been given as I see that I don't deserve any of it.
Someone send help.
