it's been some time since i vented my emotions on here. have i been doing better? i don't really know.
one thing i do know is that it's therapeutic.
i feel a sense of relief when i do this. i'm 17 and shouldn't be writing on a kids app anymore but who cares
i have a boyfriend now who loves me very much and listens to all of my problems, he's the light of my life
i still struggle with depression and self harming but i've gotten better, or so i think.i don't have any energy for anything anymore and couldn't tell you anything i find fun
i think i've become numb