destiny? seriously?!

chapter 1

Choon hee's p.o.v 1 year later

'beep beep beep beep' ' fire!!! Ohhh fire ohhh! When I wake up in my room room--'

I turned off my alarm and stretched my body I did my daily routine as always and smiled as I couldn't be.

Forget what you just heard earlier don't ever tell about what you heard?!

Anyways after I finished my daily routines I went downstairs and made myself a breakfast of my own.

Eggs with pancake's and hotdogs im very hungry so I'll be eating this more fastly than you expected.

I know why your here so let me just tell you what happened  1 year ago.

After being broken hearted for several times I finally gave up on him and decided to just deal with it! Though... It took me 5 months to get rid of him in my mind.

Those 5 months I've been out of work or out of shaped I wasn't always motivated and I didn't do my work right.

Which led me to be fired. I wasn't honestly sad about that since it was the right thing to do.

I took a vacation to myself and started avoiding him I got 100 missed calls from and every time he calls me I couldn't help myself but to call him back but that was the old me whos stupid,dense,and very easy to manipulate. Know is the time for me to change.

The old me 1 year ago was chubby,ugly,and I mean very ugly?! and did I mention fat?

Though even though I had those appearance im still smart,nice,respectful,good at singing,good at cleaning,very hygienic,and very motivated, and did I mention smart?,  and etc....

I had great qualities and skills but personality I don't know...

Im sensitive,a cry baby,always believes in destiny,doesn't get what she's doing is wrong,doesn't get over until 23 more years?, likes to eat alot,very spoiled,and depressive...

I honestly have list of my bad personalities but im still growing up even if im literally 24 years old.

So in about 6 months ago I changed myself.

I teach myself how to be motivated and never cry on problems that keeps me away I let all my negative thoughts bury inside me I even took all my appearance away from me.

That time I literally ate carrots like before I was a kid I ate a lot of carrots and it really changed me I also did a little make over since I need one.

I popped all my pimples in my face and removed all the freckles in my cheeks I also used lip gloss so that my lips wont be dry as always and also I took off my blue colored contacts it just doesnt look good for me I have my own brown eyes and I should've just used it from the start.

As for being pale well... Im already pale since I live in a cold country but I feel like I need to be more whiter not trying to be racist? So therefore I used an expensive product that could easily make all those black skins away and make them white! I told you im not racist!

Also my hair.....I just straightened it up and it literally turned brown and not black... My natural black hair but I didn't care cause I still have hair even if my hair is brown know.

Also I took off my glasses and used contact lenses they are very useful within me it was all great and cool that in 1 years later I turned to look like this....

I was very happy and strange that I look very familiar to doo bong soon??

I surely get over him and even if my feelings for him came back I could easily hide it from anyone even him.

And plus hae won is pretty,smart, and nice I wouldn't dare to mess with hers and cheung's relationship.

Hae won helped me to get over things like my fear of heights, my fear of tigers, and the fear of losing someone which that... I tought myself.

Basically me and hae won are like bestfriends know and I wouldn't ruined that just because of my love for cheung.

And some of you may be confused on why I don't mention my family at all?

Well this was literally the reason why I was always depressed.... Welp... My mom was cheating behind dads back she was find out by my big sister and decided to tell dad mom and dad fought that night and honestly mom won and decided to leave us alone with her new family, dad was devastated about it and quit his job out of depression he constantly goes to clubs and bars to drink beer and get drunk eventually dad had a huge debt of money because of his stupidness he killed himself before the people who collects his debt came my sister protected me and was beaten to death by them eventually the cops arrived in my house and took them in jail causing the debt we have to go down.

My sister took the role as a mother  and a father to me and it passed for just 2 years for me to be alive and healthy eventually my sister got ill and started to cough blood I would always take care of her but she didn't once listen to me and still took care of me she collapsed in front of the coach and was rescued by people around our neighborhood my sister was announced dead because of my silly stupid conjunctions.

Eventually a nice family adopted me they were very nice and helpful....they took me in like I was they're real daughter.... That made me happy...

Then I found a better job that give me lots of money or enough money for me to live on my own eventually after my motivation's and stuff I was already promoted as an assistant manager I had tons of things to do and I was still too young that time and at the age of 20 I began to have a better house a better life but... I had an Un healthy body that time.

My life was perfectly fine and everything was alright until my heart was broken by my own bestfriend and stuff happened I was fired and I didn't know what to do I felt pathetic then this happen I'm happy as ever I may not be richer than ever but I still habe ton's of money I guess?

Throughout my 10 months the debt collectors arrived and demanded 1 million dollars of course it was too much and I couldn't take them to jail since they haven't done anything wrong.

Of course ive been saving 1 million dollars all of it was for the kids on the orphanage next door my living expenses we're at a down I didn't know what to do but fail myself.

But that doesn't mean im poor I still have money I just felt pathetic for not doing anything to those who needed money.

Anyways know here I am jobless I mean im in vacation and so on that this things happened to me.

Know!!! My house isnt that big but it is a three storey house with just two rooms each including bathroom yup!  I bought this its very incredible.

Anyways!  I have passed my time with introductions and stuff know lets go back to me.

I'm actually going to visit cheung kyung yeah my bestfriend the one who broke my heart several times.

Nah im just messen with you im actually going to our build up tree house all my stuff from childhood was there and im hoping for him not to be there.

This chapter has been longs its been 1344 words know so lets just move on to the chapter 2 cause while im packibg everything will be broken and even my hands.

So goodbye

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