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The tour life hasn't been very friendly to your relationship with Camila. It was alright for the first few months but then, things started getting ugly. You guys would fight, constantly. You two would fight over the smallest things, even something as simple as forgetting to reply to a text. It all started when pictures of Camila and this Matthew guy kissing got leaked. You were furious at first, screaming at her on the phone for cheating but she claimed it was for PR. You guys weren't out yet so there was nothing you could do about it.
"Camila, why didn't you tell me about this PR relationship?" You tried to keep your cool but the thought of her lips on someone else was driving your anger and jealousy through the roof.
"We've been fighting so much lately, I didn't want to make you angry.." She replies softly, with a slight crack in her voice.
You scoffed "Did you think I wouldn't of been angry when I saw these 'leaked' photos Camila?! I thought you cheated on me!" Your voice raising slightly.
"You know I would never cheat on you, Y/N." Camila reassured you gently.
"What else was I supposed to think, Camila?" Your voice broke as you let out a silent cry. "Babe are you crying? I'm sorry baby, I love you I didn't mean to hurt you. I only want you in my life." Her voice shaking now as well.
You paused yourself for a moment, taking in a deep breath before speaking.
"I know, Mila. I love you too."
The fighting never stopped even when she came home from her tour. You guys fought at least every other day, it was unhealthy for the both of you. There was so much screaming and yelling, things would get thrown at the wall, your relationship was toxic but you were in love with each other still. Until finally, you had enough.
"I can't do this anymore." Your head dropped down as you stared at the floor.
"What do you mean you can't do this anymore?" She questioned, her facial expression going from angry to worried in a matter of seconds.
"I can't be together with you anymore." You dropped the bomb and held your breath. You looked up at her after a few seconds, only to see her looking down in disbelief, desperately trying to process the words you just spoke.
"Are you breaking up with me?" She asked after a few minutes, her voice sounding so fragile.
The sound of her voice broke your heart but you knew staying in this relationship would break your heart even more. "I'm sorry" you responded
Tears were running down her face now and you wanted to so badly go and wipe them off, but you controlled yourself. "No Y-Y/N please, w-we will get b-better." She cried in between hiccups. Your own tears trying to escape but, you had to be strong.
"Camila it's been a year and nothing has changed. I'm sorry but this is better for both of us." She lunged at you, hugging you like you would vanish any second. "Please don't leave me, I love you." A few tears now managed to slip down your cheek.
"I'm sorry Camila." You said as you picked up your purse and walked out the door. You could hear her violent cry's so you picked up your pace to your car not being able to listen to it anymore.
As soon as you got into your car you let it all out. You cried, hard and banged on the wheel. You wanted to go back so badly and hug her and tell her everything was gonna be okay. But you couldn't.
