Camila Cabello Imagines/Gifs

33. I Hate You, Please Don't Leave

A/N: My apologies in advance for this being so short, promise to write longer ones in the future :)
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"I can't fucking stand you anymore, Y/N" She screamed at me, balling her fists up and repeatedly bashing them against the steering wheel.

"Camila, would you calm down." I reasoned, yet only adding more fuel to the fire. "I am calm!!" She yelled between her gritted teeth, cheeks red from anger.

"I hate you." She sighed, turning towards the other side, looking out the window.

That's it, I can't stand to hear her tell me she hates me every time. I felt as if I was playing devil and angel with myself..

I need to leave. You promised her you wouldn't.

I need to be alone. Stay here and talk out your problems.

I don't need her. You need her.

I can be happy with someone else. It won't feel right, you've tried before.

My blood boiled as the sentence replayed in my mind, "I hate you." It angered me but cracked my heart at the same time.

I listened to the devil in me and opened the passenger side door, stepping out of the car. Before I could leave, Camila lunged, grabbed onto the hood of my winter coat pulling me back inside.

As she pulled me, the neck of the coat choked me and pinned me to the side of the car. "Don't leave me again!!" She cried out, "you promised!!!"

"Let go of m-me I c-can't breath!!" I choked out.

Not being able to take the pressure anymore I slipped my arms out of the jacket, maneuvering my way through and released myself.

"Fuck you, Y/N!" She cursed before slamming the door shut and driving off, with my jacket.

I sat on the curb side of my neighbourhood road and sobbed, wondering what I did wrong to deserve such treatment.

I called Camila 20 times, not once did she pick up. I cried at the thought of her leaving me without my jacket in the below zero weather.

I also cried at the thought that maybe if I stayed in that car I could've made things better with her.

Was it my fault?

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Sorry for the depressing chapter, I promise to write lots of happy stuff in the upcoming chapters.

Wrote this unfortunately on a recent encounter I had in my relationship.

Feels so fucking good to write it out lmao

Thanks for reading and thank you so much for 100k, I love you guys more than anything❤️