I Hate You So Much

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This is what happened to me and I'm sure has happened to all you readers at some point, or will. I dedicate you guys who have gone through this. Share your story if you wanna or just show your looooove. Thank yous lovely readers! :D Check out Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan. It fits with this one shot, plus I think it's a pretty good song.

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I hate you so much. Are you wondering why I am thinking this and who I’m thinking about? I’m not. It’s HIM. I need to vent off. I grabbed my journal, grinding my teeth harshly. I yanked a pen from a drawer. I began writing furiously.

Dear Journal,

Sounds cheesy I am starting like this but I don’t give a f*ck. My small crush just used me. He is an undeserving pig that I want to whack with a piñata stick. He never even liked me so I don’t know why he led me on. He wasn’t that great either. He thought he was the shit and he was Mr. Perfect. BIG NEWS KID, you aren’t even that good looking and precious. There are millions of pigs like you in the world. You aren't definitely one of a kind or unique.

Anyways he liked another girl so WHAT THE HELL. She doesn’t like him back which is great! Karma is a BITCH! F*ck Yeah! In your face bitch. One day I’ll find my prince charming (well, as close as I can get) and then I’ll remember this day and be like “I’m glad I got through you so I could get to this wonderful man”. If that never happens then I’ll know my time looking for my companion was wasted. I might as well get those cats… Right? I needed to get that out. I know you won’t ever tell anyone. Unless someone reads you. I need stop right now. This is getting creepy. Talking to your own journal. Well that’s that.

Sincerely,

The awesomest person alive,

And greatest,

Karla

I had a smile on my face when I got that out of my chest. I was right. Nothing is forever. I put away my things calmly. I looked myself in the mirror. Still looking good. I went out and looked at the sunny day. I’m going to relax and enjoy my life without that miserable fool. I stared at the sky. I felt this wonder and amazement thinking that one day I will find the ONE for me. I’ll forget about that fool and live my life. He isn’t worth my time, tears, and anger. I still have my pride so he can suck on that. I have faith for the future.

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