Short Stories and One Shots

Give Me A Chance BoyxBoy

WARNING: BoyxBoy, Some action

The warning is said so don't read if you no likey. With that said here it is Lovelys.

Show me your loooooove :D

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I had no choice. I had to tell my parents. It was killing me how I had it all kept inside. I wanted to be myself. I didn’t want to be someone else. I didn’t want to get married with a girl and have kids. I wanted to find a male partner and share eternity with him and no one else. I didn’t want a cover up. I sometimes question how my parents don’t know how I’m gay. I’ve never dated anyone and I have never shown interest in a girl so it made me wonder if they knew or were oblivious to it. I wonder how other people don’t know I’m homosexual. I was tired of pretending to be someone I wasn’t. Whenever my friends asked who I liked I would always reply, “I haven’t found a girl who has caught my attention”. I wasn’t exactly lying but it wasn’t exactly the truth.

I was nervous they would reject me and I would be bullied and on top of all that my parents would despise me. Maybe I should wait until I go to college. Then I can come out of the closet. And bring all those presents I found too. I knew I was gay when I was in middle school. I started being attracted to dudes and I never knew why until I learned I was gay. I have seen guys come out to the world and there always have been a few people that pick on them.

 I knew one thing out of this whole mess. I am in love with Kevin Juniors. He is captain of the soccer team. He drives me insane. I always go and see his games. Every time he takes off his shirt my mouth waters and my pants become uncomfortable. I have talked to him a few times and that’s all that it took. His muddy brown hair was thick and lush. His eyes were a bright ultramarine color. His body was lean and muscled. His lips were a seductive shape and had me in a hormone rage.

I think for Kevin Juniors I would come out in this instant. Unfortunately he is straight. He has girls from night to night and has had a few serious relationships with them too. He would never look at me in that way and if there is a chance he might head towards my team there is no guarantee he would pick me out of thousands. I craved him like I would crave water right at the point of passing out from dehydration. He was and is in my fantasies, dreams, and mind. I would always fantasize how he would say to the whole school, “fuck the world, who cares” and then kiss me and carry me away into the sunset. Ok, I was joking about the sunset part but not about the rest.

Jason badgered me again.

“What?” I snapped.

“Well, if I knew you were on your period I wouldn’t have done anything”, he said.

“Fine, what?” I sighed and stared into his brown eyes.

“That’s a little better. Um… what’s been bothering you lately?”

“What do you mean?” I had an undertone of nervousness but I hoped he didn’t hear it.

“You seem out of it. Like if you were tired or have no feeling to anything anymore”.

“It’s nothing man. Don’t worry about it dude”.

“Nah man. I think you got somethin’ in your mind. What is it?”

“Nothing dude. Just leave it alone”. I looked away and stared at the sky.

I gazed at the students around us. I know they would judge me. Most of them don’t even know me but they’ll still do it. They’ll go along with whatever other people do because they’re afraid it’ll happen to them if they don’t. I don’t blame them but it would be nice if they didn’t.

“Fine man but when you’re ready to tell me what’s up with you just tell me”.

“Yep”. I kept my eyes on the people walking, laughing, and talking.