Kaza Kazoo
I should be happy, in this moment. I'm not sure if these are sad or happy tears but they're spilling from my eyes and there's no stopping them. Time doesn't stop for anybody, not even in my world.
God doesn't take place in our lives. He didn't create these obstacles, my love.
A god so loving wouldn't bring so much pain and confusion it was unbearable to stay awake at times. I don't show what I feel and that's hard when we're sharing moments of loss.
I can't reassure you more than I have that I want everything you have to offer, and that I love both of you more than my heart can take.
This wasn't a test of willpower, and this wasn't a punishment.
Missing you day in and day out, afraid of sleeping. Afraid of everything in this moment except for what's to come. Waking up to silence and a new pair of feet between us.
Maman inquiete pour toi;
Nuits blanches, J'ai pleure pour toi;
Tu m'as manque plus que tu ne pourrais jamais imaginer, mon amour;
Je ne pleure plus;
je savais que tu étais la, je savais que tu étais la.
(Mommy worried about you;
Sleepless nights, I cried for you;
I missed you more than you could ever imagine, my love;
I no longer weep;
I knew you were there, I knew you were there.)
