CHAPTER 12: NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY

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Grayson and I arrive at Lilly's place. I ring the door bell, it shows Lilly, in a tank top and some sweats, you can see her baby bump forming.

"Come on in, it's freezing." She invites us in. She leads us to her living room, And that's when I see him. The person I want to stab a knife through his fucking cold ass heart.

"Maya." My father says bluntly.

"Father."

Grayson senses he awkwardness so he wraps his arm around my waist, pulling me closer and holding it tight. He always know how to make me feel safe whenever I'm not.

"Sit." Lilly points to a couch across from my father who is sitting alone in a single chair.

"What am I doing here?" I ask. I obviously don't want to be here, but at the same time, I want to.

"I need to talk to you, Maya." My father says.

"Go on." I say leaning forward crossing my legs.

"Your mothers death. It was me."

My blood starts to boil.

"But, it was a very good reason."

I give him a what-the-fuck-are-you-talking-about face.

"What was the reason?" I ask. Trying to calm myself down.

"She wanted you to have a normal life. She asked me to kill her. She wanted you not to grow up like her, she wanted you to have a normal childhood."

A tear falls from my face. I sniffle my nose, "That's not what she implied. You're fucking lying"

"Maybe not. And Yes, I'm lying. But, she didn't love me."

"You killed her because she didn't love you?"

He just shook his head, like it was a fucking normal ass thing. Which makes my blood boil.

"I'm leaving." I say. I start to get up, Grayson does too.

My father walks towards me, and pushes me down, and chokes me until I couldn't breath. "Did you actually believe that I killed your mother because she didn't love me? No, I killed your mother because I hated her, and I used her for sex and money." At this point I cannot breath. I am trying to breath for air but, I couldn't, everything starts to get dizzy.

"HEY!" Grayson yells and pushes my father off me. And pulls him to the ground. Grayson grabs his collar, bring him up, face to face, "Do not!" He yells in his face, his voice was so loud, the neighbors even had to come outside to see. "Touch her ever. Again, or else you have nothing to touch." He throws him back to rhe ground.

I have never seen Grayson so angry. It's scary, but, sexy at the same time. I can't say that I didn't get turned on, because that's a lie, I did get turned on.

We leave Lilly's house.

The car ride coming home was completely, silent.

We are now in the living room, Grayson is like 2 feet away from me, and won't talk to me.

"Hey, Gray." I finally break this horrible silence. He doesn't say anything just continues on watching TV.

I go closer to him, "Come on, Gray. Talk to me." He lets out a big sigh.

"I just.. didn't like the way he did that to you." He finally says.

I pout, and run my hands through his hair, "I know baby... I know."

He pulls me in a tight hug. Not letting me go.

My thoughts are all over the place, but there's this one thought yelling, MOVE ON! And maybe I should, move on about my mother's death. I know who it is. I know who suffered my mother.

It's time for this pain and suffering to end. It's time.

A tear fall from my face, and I sniffle. Grayson pulls away and sees my face, tears do not stop coming down.

"Hey, hey, what's wrong?" He asks. His voice just makes me feel 10x better than I was before.

I collect myself and say, "I think I should move on."

"Move on from what?" He asks.

"From my mother's death. I know who it is, and I'm going to put him in jail. It's going to take a while, but I'm going to put him in jail." Tears come back and fall out of my eyes.

Grayson side hugs me, rubbing my shoulders. I sniffle, and I thought I had more tears, but, I didn't. "I have no tears left to cry."

"I'm tired of crying over someone, I can't bring back to life." I add on.

"If that's what you want. Then, you go do it. You deserve to be happy." Grayson says, warming my heart. Making me have more and more feelings for him... is that a bad thing?

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LILLY'S POV

"Hey." I say into the phone.

"What?" Ethan says, with an annoyed tone.

"I know that you know." I say.

"Yeah, so."

"Make Grayson, not fall in love with Maya."

"Why?"

"Just do it." And I hung up.

It's my time to get my revenge, Maya Matthews.

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OMG I HOPE THIS CHAPTER DIDN'T SUCK!! I put so much thought into this, I wanted Maya to move on. So this song definitely fitted my theme for this chapter :).

But, I guess, Lilly doesn't to.

new chapter soon xx

-m

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