Colby
I was sitting in the living room of the house I shared with four other people. I was thinking to myself about how I was going to tell the roommates I was gay. I have literally told every one of them everything, but I don't know how they are going to react to this. I've been out to myself and family for about two years now, but I haven't bothered to tell anyone else, I was always afraid of how they would react, I haven't even told sam, and he's my best friend. I had to tell them though, it's gotten too bad for me to wait any longer. I finally decide to make a video for my fans, I haven't been honest with anyone, not even them.
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I grab my camera and start filming. "Hey guys, it's colby. Today isn't gonna be a fun prank or challenge, I'm gonna sit down and tell you what's wrong." I say to the camera. I take a deep breath. "I know you've seen all the clickbait titles with sam, like am I gay? Or we finally kiss, but in reality, they aren't clickbait, I'm actually gay." I continue, my door opens. "Yo you ok?" Sam asks, tears run down my cheeks, my face bright red. "Yeah, just- m-making a video." I say, mentally slapping myself for stuttering. Sam looks at me, his baby blue eyes stare at me with such innocence, he's so dreamy. He smiles, "ok, come to my room after your done, I wanna talk to you." Sam says. "Ok." I say as he walks out the door, I continue the video. "Okay Guys I know this might seem fake, but it's not, I'm gay, I'm out. So please subscribe and turn on post notifications so you never miss a video, peace." I say ending the video. My heart beats faster every second as I walk out of my room into Sam's. I open the door, sam sits on his bed, patting the spot next to him. "What did you wanna talk about?" I say wiping the tears off my face. Sam smiles, " I saw that you were crying, why?" Sam asks, my heart drops, did he hear me? Oh no, I feel my eyes get watery. "I-it's nothing." I say, running out of the room in tears. "Colby, wait come back!" Sam says as I shut the door to my room and lock it, sliding down to the floor. I cry into my hands, if sam heard me, it might make things awkward between us, or I'm just over thinking it, like usual, and he didn't hear anything and he just cares about his best friend. I get up and unlock the door to my room, I run into the bathroom and lock the door behind me.
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FanfictionColby has known sam since freshmen year and he's never told him that he's gay. Sam likes colby but is too scared to tell him. Colby makes a video that some of the roommates hear and it doesn't end well for sam or colby. Until they move back to there...
