Simply Invisible

Chapter 5

Authors note :
Hey guys! I'm so sorry it took me this long to update I just haven't had the time. Anyways hope you enjoy this chapter don't forget to vote and comment if you do.
Much love
Savingasmile😘

Melissa's POV:
I just stood there stunned, unable to speak.
"Um.. I just." I fumbled for words. Leon's fists were clenched and his eyes looked angry, confused and something else. Concerned?

"You just what" he spat "Why are you making yourself throw up?"

"Leon, you wouldn't understand, I'm not okay" he just stared, writing for me to elaborate.
"I'm sick, I do this all the time, I mean look at me, I'm a mess, I'm not like the other girls" I cried out praying he'd understand.

He sighed, ran his hands through his hair and then started "Maybe your not like the other girls, maybe your better, I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself but you shouldn't be doing that to yourself "

I was about to protest when he pulled me into a tight hug. But he seemed distant, what was wrong with him? Then I finally understood, and he did to.

"I'm not her" I said

Maybe he knew what that meant, I did. I couldn't. He couldn't. But I had try. Because do you know when your in one of them moments when your brain is telling you one thing and your heart another, this was one of them moments.

I should pick my heart because you would be dead without your heart but you would be dumb without your brain. So what should you pick?

I already knew the answer. I would pick my brain. Every... Single....Time. But my heart would still be there breathing with me and taking away every piece of soul I have let along with it...

Authors note:
I know this chapter was extremely confusing  but I promise it will become clearer as the story goes on. Basically Mel is trying to understand if she should let Leon in her life or not. But if she does it might takeover. What should she do???
The suspense.....