"Is that you Pha?" I asked as I heard someone opening the room, he has been calling me for some time and I have been avoiding his call. I was not in a mood to explain anything.
"Beam?!" I heard Kit's surprised voice "It's me.... But Pha has been trying to reach you... I will text him" he said
"NO" I almost yelled
"I just sent it" he smirked "why are you avoiding him?"
I don't know why I was getting angry, but I just wanted to punch this idiot
"Did you have fun with Ming... did you finally do it?" I poked him "wipe that stupid smile off your face"
"I am not someone who sleeps with people on whim...." he spat back "like someone here"
"So... am a man-whore" I was not sure where this anger was coming from "is that what you are saying?"
Kit was stunned into silence, I got out of my chair and went to where he stood frozen "So what if I sleep with anyone.... Why do you care?" I was shouting at him now
"You will continue like this forever?" he was not backing down
"What's wrong if I am a slut, why do you care.... Go nag your boyfriend" I pushed him out of my way.
But Kit, held his ground by holding on to me, the force of which made me lose my balance. But he pulled me back so that we were standing face to face
"What the fuck did you say?" he asked me, his expression was murderous "Is your life style something to be proud off? "
I lost it, my brain stopped functioning and all the pent-up annoyance, frustration came out in a fraction of the second
I pulled him closer and kissed him on lips, I was crushing him down with my weight, one side of my brain woke up and was commanding me to stop, but once I started I could not stop
I kissed him with my whole heart, like I have never kissed anyone one before – he was too stunned to respond, but I carried on.... pushing him down along the way.
My hands held him and his face in place, while his - where limp on the side.
We must have held on like that for eternity and at one point, when my lungs screamed for oxygen, I pulled back .
I pushed him off, smirked and asked "How was a whore's kiss? "Was is better than Ming's?"
Now embarrassment, guilt and common sense ...all came back at once, I could not look at him in the eye.... I was going to apologize...
But when I turned, a strong fist made contact with my face - Kit punched me, and then fell on his knees and burst into tears.
SHIT....
"Kit... Kitty" I kneeled down in front of him "I am... I am" am I really sorry? "I am not sorry...." I told him sincerely
"Please stop crying...." I begged him "What I did was wrong, it was stupid – I did it out of spite" I went on blabbering, explaining "But I am not sorry...."
"Kitty... kitty" I was trying to look at his face, but he had covered it with his hands. I pulled them down by force "Kitty... please look at me"
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Beam was begging me to look at him, but I could not .... Of all the times I have imagined how are first kiss would have been, I never imagined it would be of spite.... Pure spite instead of love... I could not stop my tears.
"But I am not sorry...." ..... "Kitty... Kitty" , "Kitty... please look at me" Beam continued to pull my hands and his words were not making sense he is not sorry????!!!!
I took a deep breath and looked at him, he was thoroughly shaken too but he looked.... What the fuck is that expression... it is as if he is relieved
"You are not sorry?" I asked him
He wiped my tears away, "Kit... I am sorry that I kissed you like that.. out of anger, but I am not sorry that I kissed you" he said taking my hands in his
I was silent, trying to comprehend his action and words
"I love you Kit.... I know I am late... I know you are with someone else..... I don't know when it started... But I LOVE YOU... Pick me.... Choose me" he went on
Beam loves me!!!! Wow.. BEAM LOVES ME, I could not believe what I am hearing
"Really?" I asked to confirm
He sighed , came closer and planted a soft kiss on my lips "Sorry.. it took me so long to tell you" he continued holding my chin "Choose me Kitty..." he sighed again.
"It's selfish of me.... But I do not think I can stand knowing with someone else" , now tears where running down his face and I was surprised
"When?" I asked him
"I really don't know.... Maybe forever and it only took me so long to realize" he answered
"I broke up with Ming" I confessed
"Really?" he was surprised, he didn't bother hiding his smile and it made me smile back
"I have only loved you" I confessed now "Always have and will"
He just pulled me into his arms... "Sorry, I was such a coward" I was melting in his embrace, it felt safe, it felt right in his arms – this is how it was supposed to me.
"No... am glad" Beam said "I was too"
"What a pair, DUMB and DUMBER!!!!" I heard Pha's voice, and I quickly pulled out of Beam's arms to turn.
Pha walked towards us quickly with his long strides as we got up on our feet, "But, I am the dumbest – sorry for being so blind" he pulled us both into his arms.
I could see Yo standing behind him. Guilt overpowered me as I saw Ming's face.
"I am really sorry about Ming" I told him again as soon as Pha let us go, but he only smiled
"You don't have to be... you were always honest, and Ming will be okay. You deserve to be happy Kit" Yo told me with a smile on his face.
"Take care of him, Beam" he told Beam with the same smile.
"Where is he?" I Beam asked Yo
"He is with Forth, they both will be okay." Yo replied sincerely then laughed "Go celebrate you guys finally becoming a couple"
He turned to Pha, "Let's leave them alone and get going", he pulled Pha out of the room leaving us alone.
Beam locked the door and then pulled me into his hands, "I am never letting you go ever"
I looked up to see his face, "Me neither".
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Star-Crossed
Fanfic[Completed - Unedited] When life throws a curve-ball people say that best friends help you get through it, what happens when the curve-ball is in form of your best friend? Trying to step away from MingKit, This will be a whirlwind between Beam / Fo...
