fear of 10,000 miles | mah

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-The next day:Tuesday-

Harv💔:

harvey
i'm so sorry
for everything i put you through these past few weeks
i completely shut you out and it wasn't right of me to do that
i couldn't stand another day without you
your the only friend i have besides calvin
and honestly...
i trust you more
i understand if you don't want to talk to me after the way i treated you, when all you wanted was to help
i flipped out and it was uncalled for
it wasn't fair to you at all
and i'm sorry for that
i'm sorry if i upset you
and i'm sorry i'm such a disappointment to you

caroline

harvey

you have no reason to be sorry

yes i do
i was a terrible person to you

but cara i think i understand what's wrong
you've just...
you've become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no idea how to fucking react

why would i deserve help harvey

because you're human
we all are

i...i'm just so sorry harvey...i try my hardest not to act how i feel, so when i'm in a bad mood i prefer to distance myself, bc i'll become the most heartless person you'll ever meet

but cara that's okay
you could have told me
i would have given you space
and caroline?

yea harvey?

when you responded to my post on instagram when i said 'i miss you', it really did hurt my feelings when you were so rude about it

ik and i'm sorry for that
i never want to be the reason your hurt or upset

i just want you to know...
when i say 'i miss you' i really do mean it. i'm not the type of person to only say those three words when i need something from you. if i tell you that i miss you, it means that you mean a lot to me. not only does it mean that you have positively impacted my life, but it means that i want you to stay. i know people come and go, and that's life, but i'm going to be honest. i want you to stay in my life

you want me to stay in your life, even after what i just put you through?

of course i do

but why
no one ever wants me around

i do
i always do

i don't know why

because caroline, despite what may have happened in your life, you have gotten through it one way or another. and i will always want you around. i want to meet you. and caroline...i want to be with you

i know, i want to meet and be with you too

no cara...that's not what i mean

? what are you talking about

i want to be with you

like meet and be together?

no....
like
be together
i want there to be an us

oh...um

caroline please don't be mad

i'm...not

are you sure

yeah
i'm actually...
really happy

why?

bc i've wanted there to be an us for the longest time now

really!?

yeah

when did you know?

when i heard your voice for the first time...that's why i sounded so nervous

ohhhh i figured it out when people started shipping us. i realised that i do look forward to seeing your messages and pics on insta. that's when i knew

ohhh....so...now what
what are we

what do you want to be

i want to be with you but...the distance it will be hard.
and time zones are really bad for us

i don't care how complicated this gets, i still want you

and i still want you
but i'm scared harvey

what are you scared of caroline

i'm scared of the distance

what's so scary about that?

the scariest thing about the distance is...
that i don't know wether you'll miss me or forget me

i could never forget you
but i sure will miss you

but you can never be sure
and you could easily cheat on me
and i could easily cheat on you
the distance harvey...
it scares me

listen cara, this is going to take trust. and i trust you wouldn't do that to me, just like i would never do that to you
it's not even 10,000 miles cara

but its close. 9,093 miles is close enough to 10,000
it's far harvey

ik it's far, but just think, our bond is unlike anyone else's...it can stretch for miles

harvey kitt mills, are you completely sure

caroline elle haydes i am completely sure

okay then
so we're together?

yeah...it's official.
carvey has sailed

*clears throat* it's haroline

sure, whatever you want to believe sweetie

sure bUd

i really did miss you

i missed you too

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