Is This Truly My New Amazing Life? (Jelsa)

I'll be fine.

Elsa's POV

The twins are now 2 weeks old and let me tell you,babies are alot of work! Jack and I were sleeping when one of them started crying.

"Jack,"I lightly nudged him. He hummed in response. "The baby's crying."I yawned out.  Jack sat up and stretched. "Come on. You know when one cry's the other one starts too." Jack shock me.

I stood up slowly and followed him to the nursery. We took the babies back to our room and sat on the bed with them. "What time is it?"I yawned out.

"2:36 a.m."Jack said. The babies were waving their hands around,laughing. I smiled and a thought came to mind. "Jack give me Jamie for a sec."I told Jack. He handed me Jamie and asked,"Now what must I do?"

"Make a snowflake in each of your hands and show them to the twins."I instructed. Jack did just that and the twins stared in aw.

They giggled and started moving their hands in all different directions. I smiled widely staring down at my beautiful children. I felt something small and cold fall on my nose. I looked up. "Snow."I started,"Jack,its snowing...and neither one of us is making it snow."

"The twins have our powers."Jack laughed. After a few minutes the snow stopped. I crossed my legs as I gave Jamie back to Jack and held Emilia close letting her play with my hands. Her tiny hands landed on my scars from when I was a teenager. She rubbed them softly.

Those scars haven't faded,only the ones on my waist and thighs have,those...those are still very visible. "Mommy was being stupid."

"She thought she wasn't good enough for anyone and wanted to die."I could feel Jack's gaze on me but I didn't dare look at him.I couldn't face him cause after all these years of nothing but love... somewhere deep in my heart,I couldn't forgive him and I know it wasn't his fault but I still couldn't forgot that week in hell and I'm not talking about normal fire and death hell,Im talking about the hell where you are tortured and tortured.every.single.second...and that hell,is still burning.

"But luckily daddy was there to save mommy before it was too late. If it wasn't for him you and your brother would not be here." Emilia had fallen asleep still holding my wrist. "Let's let them sleep."Jack said. I nodded and we took them back to the nursery.

Jack and I were walking back to our bedroom when i got a sudden headache. I stopped and held onto my temple. "Are you ok?"Jack asked. "Yeah just got a headache."

I shock it off and kept on walking. When I entered the room I fell. "Elsa?!"

I felt Jack catch me. I held my head and closed my eyes. "I'm fine,just a little woozy." I said standing up. Jack looked at me wide eyed. "What?"I asked. "Your hair...i-it has a dark brown streak."Jack said.

"What that's impossible."I said walking towards my mirror and saw that I indeed had a dark brown streak in my hair exactly like Anna's. I held my side braid and looked at the brown streak. "Oh-k. That's new."

"Wasn't that your hair colour before you got your powers?"Jack asked. I turned to look at him and nodded. "Ok what is happening?"Jack asked. "I don't know."I said.

I lied. I knew exactly what was going on."But I'm sure that it will pass."I smiled. Jack gave me a concerned look. I walked up to him and placed my hands on his cheeks bringing him almost to my height.

"Jack,I'll be fine don't worry about me right now,worry about our children."I looked into his eyes finding fear,worry and love. His eyes shifted from my eyes to my hair then back. He snuggled into my right hand placing his hands over mine.

"Elsa how am I not supposed to worry about you,Im in love with you. Through out your entire pregnancy,I was worried to the bone. I spent multiple nights up making sure that your still alive...I was terrified Elsa. Terrified that I was going to lose you,terrified I was going to lose our children. You don't know(sniff)what I felt when you were diagnosed with prenatal depression... I felt horrible,because I knew it was because of me. Then to add up onto that your were hospitalised. Elsa,I can't not worry about you."

Tears were streaming down his cheeks. I just wanted to hold him and tell him everything was going to be ok,but everything wasn't going to be ok. "Jack,I-I'm sorry for putting you through all that. I never knew. Im so sorry."

"Just-Just never tell me to not worry about you again,ok?"Jack asked. I nodded. I took my thumb and wiped away Jack's tears. I tippy-toed so I could kiss him.

I have to tell him... tomorrow!

The twins have ice power's!
Elsa's hair turned brown!
Why did Elsa's hair turn brown?
What is Elsa going to tell Jack?

Find out in the next chap!

Bye snowflake's❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄