Ch 3
<IZUKU POV>
I found myself staring at kacchan-
...What do i do?
"K-kacchan. Go a-away."
"LIKE HELL I WILL. G-get off the edge izuku.."
Kacchan look shocked.
I bet he's just faking it—
just trying to avoid the thought of my death; he knows it's his fault.
Or atleast he thinks.
I don't blame him- I wrote that letter in my agonizing state 1 week ago. That time, I couldn't push myself to take his advice. I've always thought-
"everything will be alright, you just need to be patient and all the stupidity this world contains will wash away."
ha. I can't believe I had the slightest thought that such a miracle can happen.
I've realized, I had enough of this stupid shit social life has thrown onto me. I can imagne how free I can feel once I step away from life.
The feeling of freedom?
The feeling of regret?
-I've yet to find out.
So why can't kacchan mind his own damn business?!
'Yeh why.'
"GO AWAY."
...
"KACCHAN. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY?!"
<BAKUGO POV>
what's wrong with him?
Deku never yelled nor hesitated to become the slightest irritated at anyone- especially me?!What a fucking bitch.
How can such a fucking foul be so blind?! I'm right here!
I can protect him—oh wait fuck...-
'Damn it. The shit I've put him through.'
I plunged toward him, making sure he wouldn't accidentally fall off the edge.
"DEKU YOU PEICE OF SHIT, DON'T YOU DARE-"
"GET OFF ME!" Deku was desperately shoving bakugou off of him.
"YOU BITCH, YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE DEK-"
"N-NO STOP!"
bakugou didn't care whether this ended up with injuries and bruises.
This was better than losing his friend.
I've done such a bad job being kind to him- I know he didn't deserve this shit. I can't believe I've realized just now- in the fucking situation we are in-
A life and death one I call.
I just want him close- I want to beg for forgiveness.
But I can't- I'll look like a fucking wimp.
forget all that shit- what's important now is that I have to fucking convince that asshat I call a friend that he's worth it.
Friend?
Haha, that was a funny word to use.
No. We're closer than friends.
————————-Authors note:
I'm out of ideas for the next chapter- so imma do a vote!
deku lives? Or deku dies? The one with the most votes is well, what happens >:3 Just comment which one lol
Also lets all agree that deku is best girl-
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X•Letter•X {suicidal deku au}
FanfictionBakugou picked up a letter- almost exploding the crumpled up paper when he spotted the four letters 'deku'. But then he read it-... "....d-dEKU!!" ... *i update every 1 to 2 days depending on how long the chapter is ;)*