you never loved me

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Goodbye
I loved you
But now you have faded
     So
                          Far
It honestly kills
I missed you so much
     I called you
You didn't answer
      I guess you were busy
Or  maybe
You don't care any more
                                 Maybe you never did
I guess you were just kidding
When you said you loved me
     I just don't understand
How my heart break
Is apart of your                                       plan
         Your
                                  Stupid
                                                                                             Heartbreaking
                   Plan
When
Did
You
Make
It
      When did you decide you didn't love me
            Or did you ever
        Was it all just a test
                 A  game
         A stupid prank
        To see how long it would take
        To make me fall in love
And when I say fall
I mean it litteraly
                                I fell in love
                     So hard
      Hoping you would catch me
                  But when you didn't
    And I fell on the ground
                   
Face first
                 It showed me that I can never trust you
And you will
          and never have
                         Love me
So if you ever asked me
I would say you were my 1st
Everything
                  My first light
        My first love
             My first real kiss
   My first everything
                                                          And my last
My last heart break
My last world
My last love
                     Me last rainbow
In my dark soul
          I'll never let anyone else in

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